10th May, Monday
2:34pm
Beomgyu POV
I'M excited...I CAN'T BREATHE. I'm finally gonna know where she is and meet her!
"How do I..act when I meet her after so many years?"
"Hey... Where were you for so long?", I asked the reflection of me on thr mirror with a smile on my face.
"No no! This sounds rude as heck!"
"Hey.. How are you? I've missed you"
"AAAAAAH!", I buried my face on the pillow as I jumped on the bed. I was so excited since yesterday I couldn't even sleep last night.
" No wait! How does she look now?! What THE HELL!!!"
I fisted on the bedsheets and turned over my face to the ceiling as I breathed heavily. A smile formed on my face when I thought of asking her about the words she told me. She loves me too now.
"Why would she love me though?"
It was quite shocking for me to hear that Taehyun and hyunmi were dating. I was very close to throw hands at him.
>flashback
Beomgyu : what you mean by you're dating hyunmi ? The fuck? What about y/n!!?
Taehyun : if I think deeper I've been in love with hyunmi ever since. Not that I didn't love y/n. She was slowly becoming a huge part of my life but she ended right when it was needed.
Beomgyu : noo she must have had reasons! You don't know she's probably blaming herself for everything! And wants to back off from you
Taehyun : no.. She doesn't just feel herself with me.
He doodled on the notebook with a pencil while having his hip leaning on the table. His eyes down on his drawing.
I was speechless. I didn't even know how to react to this bullshit.
"Then... All that words that I heard in my dreams weren't dreams?!"
Beomgyu : you can't... Leave y/n like that she loved you for years.
Taehyun : less than you
Beomgyu : ......eh?
Taehyun : you guys had decades with each other and she loved you as much as you did.
Beomgyu : nah she still doesn't like me I'm sure. I mean it's about her-
Taehyun : hyung
Beomgyu : .....
Taehyun : unconscious mind...is a dangerous thing.
Beomgyu : ...... *mouths* how?
Taehyun : she spent few months with you beside your bed. She wanted to stay with you at nights when you were at your worst. Not JUST because she had to but because she didn't trust anyone or anything else but her love. She knew there was nothing to get you back but her love. She lost her mind at the first day but she eventually got better because YOU were getting better. When you were close to get your self back she left. She didn't felt the need of herself anymore. She trusted me for you.
