13th December, Tuesday
6:00am
Beomgyu POV
I've been looking after soyeon for the past week since y/n mentioned whatever she experienced at the office. She's been fine, she just wanted a break from her work. But y/n kept insisting there was something more so she invited soyeon here for dinner tonight.
Since I've talked to hyunmi I started to feel like y/n's fate was meant to be burnt like that. First she couldn't graduate at hanlim and because of that scandal she couldn't even stay at the states for study that caused her to not even be able to complete her study or stay with her family. That scandal really hit her fate like a bullet train and her life remained half. But she was that strong woman that even made me recognize myself. But the strength disappeared when her father died not even because of her but it leads her that way and it lets her brother take over whatever she had to get herself together.
I explained her everything but it looked like she didn't want to get in the way of minhyuk cuz she thought... She didn't deserve any of those because she separated herself from them on her own and she had no right. Exactly, She took the debt thing too seriously. At least, she got the love of her life to herself that's her only achievement for herself so far.
Yet there was another storm heading towards her and I was the only one to stop it. I and taehyun are her last and only feet to make her stand if one of us left her even by mistake she can lose herself. It looked like I was that useless piece of shit. But I needed to step up my game too.
I leaned closer to y/n sleeping on the bed, leaving the couch behind where I slept and sat on the cold floor beside her bed, from where I could see her chubby cheeks puffing. The couch was probably given by taehyun so that we could sleep apart but that's what a boyfriend would do and y/n hid the fact from me cuz she thought I'd be hurt.
As I brushed my fingers through her head, she started to talk in her sleep making me chuckle. She was surely strong and in pain but her tiniest presence never failed to make me feel delightful.
3:22pm
Taehyun POV
It's been hectic for y/n for the past week which was a convincing reason for her becoming so emotionless. By that I mean, she smiled lesser than before. She's normal, talking to everybody, visiting me everyday and working. But still it felt like a part of her was traumatized.
Right now, all of us five are in the practice room of our agency's building and we finished our 4 hours of practice so I decided to get some space in my studio.
Every time I thought of y/n the day of her father's funeral flashed before my eyes how I saw her crying and how I tried beating someone I met for the first time. Though it wasn't as extreme as beomgyu hyung at hanlim but y/n surely was scared of violence that I had to promise her that I won't become like hyung and beat anyone.
Also, "hyunmi", I mouthed as I turned my chair the other way to the entrance. The way she protected me that way. It was unexpected.
A part of me still missed her giggles, her babyish behaviour, her touches and the look in her eyes. I felt so nostalgic back then and after all these years I felt that again in her presence.
"So she still loves me?"
"Wait...what am I thinking....?"
