How I met my idol

Abuse.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP YOU SLUT" I heard my step dad yell from the stairs. Of course being the teenager I am, I didn't listen to any shit he said. Which I did regret.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY" He said walking into my room pulling off my covers and slapping me.

"STOP IM GETTING UP" I yelled back at him.. Almost instantly I saw his eyes go dark. He grabbed my hair and threw me to the the ground. He stepped on my stomach knocking the wind out of me.

"Stop it please" I choked out trying to gain my uneasy breath back.

"Do me a favor and die, no one gives a shit about you." He said punching me on more time on the face before spitting on me.

"Nasty ass slut" he whispered under his breath well walking out of my room and Slamming the door shut.

Quickly but slowly, I rushed to lock my door. Once I did I slid down the frame of the door and started crying.

"Why me, why" I said putting my head in my hands. I looked up to the old rusted clock on my wall realizing I was gonna be late for school.
I rushed to the bathroom being careful not to bump into Dave my step dad. But instead he was passed out in his room.
I ran into the bathroom locking it behind me. I jumped in the shower but first looking at all my scars. I got to ashamed and disgusted of myself and what he and I have done. I finally got into the warm shower, the hot water hitting my body like a little massage. I grabbed my towel and got out. I did my makeup making sure to cover the fresh wounds he made. I put on my outfit and grabbed my bag and my Nokia flip up phone and rushed out the door to my old rusty bike and vanished off on my way to another place I call hell.

Once I made it, I ran my bike back around my school and a little into the woods so no one would see it. I rushed back out to the front of the school. I walked in hearing hurtful words coming from every direction. Suddenly I was pushed up to the school lockers gaining everyone's attention. I opened my eyes slowly to see who it was although I already had a feeling. Jake and Jane. The two badass people who do happen to be a couple and who also both hate me.

"Hey little bitch how you doing? HUH how was you're weekend?" Jake said putting his hands lower and lower. I held the tears in the just looked towards the ground.

"IM TALKING TO YOU" jake said slapping my cheek. Jane laughed and so did everyone else. He threw me to the ground and Jane walked over to my loose limed body and kicked me. She than walked up to jake and laughed and they walked away. The Conner of my eye I saw my friend. My only friend. Rushing to my side. She held me in her arms and rushed me to the nurses office.

"Oh my gosh hun what happened?!" The nurse said rushing to my side.

"Uhh um um I fell off my bike on the ride here because I ride my bike.." I said lying earning a glare from blaze.

"Hang on right here hun" the nurse said rushing out of the room.

"What the hell was that YN, you did not fall off you're bike and I think half the school knows that they beat you." Blaze said crossing her arms.

"Look blaze I know but I can't rat them out. If I did no one would believe me, not to mention jake and Jane are my neighbors. If I got them kicked out they would just kick me out of life for all I know" I said looking at blaze but then I found the floor appeal to my pleasures instead.

"I care about you YN, I don't like seeing you hurt okay? How bout we get get out of here for the rest of the day? And chill at my house." She said rubbing my shoulder gently and hugging me as if I was a new born baby.I nodded In return and hopped off the little bed I was sitting on. We grabbed our things and walked towards the doors that was letting a little bit of sunshine in. We walked to blazes truck and got in. I turned on the radio and my eyes lit up like lights. I turned it up so it was blasting threw the speakers blaze laughed at me.

"IF I WAS YOURE BOYFRIEND,NEVER LET YOU GO NEVER LET GO KEEP YOU ON MY ARM GIRL WE'D NEVER BE ALONE AND I CAN BE A GENTLEMAN ANYTHING YOU WANT IF I WAS YOURE BOYFRIEND" I screamed on the top of my lungs singing along with Justin. Blaze and I started laughing so hard. When Suddenly I saw out of the Conner in my eye that blaze got an idea but instead I decided to ignore it...

After about 10 more minutes we arrived at blazes huge house. We got out and ran to her room. We popped in the movie never say never and got some snacks.we were laughing and crying. When the movie was over it was already 1. We ate lunch and put in the notebook once we finished it was 3. We decided to put on some music and do each other's hair and make up. When we both finished it was already 5 and almost dark.

"YN wanna just sleep over?" Blaze said flopping on her big fluffy pink bed.

"Sure" I said.

We got all of our stuff to sleep with and we went on Netflix and continued to watch movies all night.

"Goodnight" blaze whispered.

"Night blaze" I whispered back before everything went black.