How I met my idol

Broken?

Everything went black.

I woke up the next morning rolling over too find blaze was missing from her bed. I threw my hair up in a bun and walked downstairs into the kitchen. Where of course I found blaze...cooking like always.

"Hey sleepy head" she said flipping the eggs that were sizzling on the pan.

"Morning" I said making my way to the fridge,pouring myself a glass of orange juice.

"Wanna go to school? Or just go shopping?" She said putting the egg on a fancy purple plate and putting the pan aside and turning around to me.

"I don't care" I said jumping and sitting on the counter.

"Shopping is it than" she squealed.
I rolled my eyes. I'm not the girly girl type if you haven't noticed. I don't really care about shopping and makeup and stuff like that. The main reason why I have some makeup is to cover up my scars. Rather than that I could care less about it. Blaze on the other hand is the most girly girl I've ever met. Whenever I come over I'm always her little makeup hamster lol.

"YNNN" blaze said waving her hand in front of my face. Snapping me out of my daze.

"Sorry sorry what?" I said coming Becky to reality.

"Go in my closet and find something cute to wear!" She said pushing me off the counter and towards the stairs.
I walked into her room and into her walk in closet. The first thing that caught my eye was a white tank top and some sweatpants. I would consider this cute right? Oh well. I slipped on some high tops and grabbed my stupid old little phone and ran downstairs. Blaze was already all dolled up lol.
She turned around and looked at me and rolled her eyes and sighed and than laughed.

"You don't know the difference between cute and comfy" she said locking arms with me as we skipped to her other car which was a Bentley.

We got to the mall about 15 minutes later listening to Justin all the way their of course. We got out of the car and walked towards the mall. When we got in there were tons of people screaming everywhere. We didn't know why so we just rushed off to forever 21.
The crowd finally dyed down and we were in sphora. Two girls walked past us
"Oh my god he was so hot" one said. I looked at them with wondering eyes.
Blaze and I were finally done and we ran back out to her car.

"Blaze you really didn't have to buy me all this!" I said looking at all the bags.

"No problem girl! Really! And do you want to come back to my place or want me to drop you back off at your house?" She said starting her car up.

She doesn't know about Dave. I wouldn't know how to tell her.
I sighed and answered.

"I guess you can take me home" I said unprepared for the beating that I'm in for.

" okaaaay gurl" she said.

Turning around to a old blue little house turning back waving to blaze with a finger because of all the bags I had.
I went up to the door and got the key and opened it. I walked in and sighed and realized Dave wasn't home. I ran up to my room and started putting everything away. That is until I heard the door slam.
I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I started shaking. Dave. I closed my eyes and my door opened so fast.
Dave looked over at me in the Conner, his eyes dark as hell. He started charging towards me. And punched me and kicked me as hard as he could. He continued this for about 5 minutes. Until he picked me up by the hair and threw me to the ground. He closed my door and than I heard the front door slam shut and his car roar off.

I sat there. Fighting. Fighting to breath. Wondering. Hoping. I grabbed my phone and went to m contacts.

"Blaze. I need you" I said choking on my bawling tears running down my face.

Suddenly my door Broke open and I was hoping to God it wasn't Dave. So I closed my eyes shut. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I opened my eyes to come in contact to blazes worried eyes. I reached up and grabbed her bringing her in my embrace.
She helped me up and walked me to her car. She sat me in and sped off towards her house.
She sat me on her bed and got the first ad kit.

"YN what happened" she said with tears brimming her eyes.

"He b-beats me" I said catching my breath.
I heard a gasp from blaze. Almost instantly I felt a pair of arms around me.

"Why haven't you told me" she said said whispering in my ear.

"Because I was scared. I always scared blaze" I said crying.

"Don't be scared of me" she said whipping my tears away.

"Blaze?" I said.

"Yes?" She said looking at me.

"Why am I so broken?" I said. A tear dripped from my cheek Landing on my leg.

I'm broken.