Inhibitions

You can

This track showcases my struggle with anxiety and fear. I started developing anxiety and fear during this lockdown. This was interfering with my daily routine and thoughts. This was the third track I wrote. One of my favourites. I hope you like it !

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It's been nine months since online classes began
I thought it will be amazing
But never knew a monster will be born

The little interest was going away
I didn't know what to do
It's been nine months and my feet is touching the ground

Who knew this monster in me will tie me to the walls
Make me gasp for air, tell me that I'm shit
It made me feel worthless
It made me feel to die
That's when an angel came to me and said "You can"

There were days when I felt me
There were days when I felt nothing
The little monster in me was growing day by day
An evil smirk was playing on its face

It grabbed me to the walls again
Tied me and made me gasp for air
Told me that I'm shit
Told me I'm worthless
Told me I should die
And that's when an angel came to me and whispered, "You can"

I put my gloves on for one last fight
The little monster enters the ring
The smirk reminds me of the days
But the angel comes to me and says, "You can"

It's been months since the fight ended
But there's one thing that plays in my head
An angel told me, "You can"