Inhibitions

This was the last track I wrote. This song showcases what goes through me when I have a fear of being judged. For a long time I hid my true self. I'm an introvert so it takes time to be yourself. This song is very close to my heart as this what actually goes through my mind. Enjoy !

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The hallways are lit with yellow lights
My footsteps are loud
This voice in me is telling to stop
I didn't want to
But words made me to

I was in H&M the other day
Wanted a red dress I liked
But a voice in me told no

I look in the mirror with tears pooling
It's three in the morning and
I'm a mess
I feel trapped as
I'm guarded by my inhibitions

My diary is full of words I want to say
I just want to be confident but
It doesn't roll my tongue

I reach the stage and look towards the mic
I want to express myself but
My legs won't budge

I look in the mirror with tears pooling
It's three in the morning and
I'm a mess
I feel trapped as
I'm guarded by my inhibitions

Broken chords were never fixed
Is the reason of the little voice
Let alone be myself
I can't fucking choose a dress I like

I lay on the bed with tears streaming down my face
It's three in the morning and
I'm a mess
I feel worse than a bird in a cage as
I'm guarded by inhibitions