-Honesty POV -
*Months later*
When I got out the hospital I went to stay with my Grandmother's house . I really wanted to finish the school year out so that's what my aunts let me do. Today I'm moved in with my aunts,; we all moved in this new house (in Jacksonville Florida ) we've gotten extremely close. I think the hardest part about all of this is that I left my bestfriend . I miss her . She'll be here next week to stay the summer . But still I miss my Tanky tanka . I found out my aunt has a son named Machia (ma -ki-a) . He's 3 . Hopefully I'll meet him today . This is my last box thank god.
"Honey!" I heard someone call to me . They startled me , I dropped the box on my foot
"Sh--! ... Huh! " I yell out with pain and anger
"Someone is at the door , can you get it " Ivi yelled back
"Yea" I say gathering my self.
I walk down stairs and go to the door , when I look out the side of the glass door is see a white male, the looked about 18 . Kinda looked like Channing Tatum . (Meaning he was fine!) beside him on both sides were 2 African American they were both fine as well but not as fine as him.
I open the door "Hi how may I help you?" I ask
"Hi sweet heart , I'm Ryan , this is Vincent (pointing to the left) and this is Derion (pointing to the right ) , we are The JV Boyz . We're looking for Monaee and Ivi , we wanted to welcome y'all to the neighborhood." The white guy said with a smile.
"Yea, but Tri-- I mean Monaee isn't here she went somewhere . I'll go get ivi thoo. Uhh come on in and make your self comfortable in the living room and I'll be right back" I say walking off
I know they were looking at my butt cuz as soon as I turned around I heard 'da---m' from behind me . I couldn't do nothing but laugh .
"Auntie, there is a group called the JV Boyz down stairs" I say
" The ones sighed to Atlanta Records ?" She asked
"I guess " I say
"Girllll they are stars ! They say what they wanted . Hopefully to have me feature on a song lol" she said
"Idk . Just come on here " I say
She finally came .
"Hi Boyz , what can I do for y'all today " she asked walking down the stairs
They sat there shocked
"Yooooo! It's really you! Ohhhh my gosh! " Vincent said bugging out
"Yes it is " Ivi said laughing
"Can-can I get a picture?" Vincent said standing he dropped the camera
"Um excuse us " Ryan said pulling Vincent to the side .
Derion just sat there in shock still. They came back and stood infront of us .
"I'm sorry , I just really love you . May I take a picture with you? " Vincent said with a charming smile
"Yes of course . " she said smiling .
"Ahhhhh it's so hot out side ." We heard someone say opening the door .
"Oh my gosh it's Monaee! " Vincent said going to the door
Ryan put his palm in his hand and shook his head , everyone else just laughed .
"Hi boo. What's going on in here ? " she asked
"They wanted to meet us and stuff. Some were more excited then others " ivi said trying to control her laughter
"Oh . Good thing I bought 300 wings . I kinda figured people would drop through , I like having good hospitality . Boys go get the food out the car please ." Monaee said
"Yes mam" they say getting up.
"Just talk to him" ivi said walking to the kitchen
"What?!" I say breaking my thoughts
"You like him " she said
"Ho-how you know that?" I asked shocked.
"Girl , since I been here you couldn't keep your eyes of the boy!" Monaee said laughing
"Foreal? Well he wouldn't --"
-Ryan POV -
"When we get back in there , broo talk to her!" Derion
"What?! " he broke my thought
"Nig. Don't play dumb ! You feeling that girl bro." Vincent said
"Alright alright . I would like to have her . But i don't think I'm good enough for her . I'm mean her aunts are one of the biggest hip hop and r&b females in the game. " I say
"But bru your Ryan Wells . Don't worry bout all. That just get her. ....Owww barbecue!"he said grabbing a wing bag
We grab the bags then go in
-Honesty POV -
"Girl just talk to little old Ryan I'm sure he thinks your cute. " Ivi said
"Yea I do ." Someone said (we didn't even hear the door open
"What?" I say trying to comprehend what was said to me
"I Ryan Levon Wells think you are fine ash , I would lovvvve to get to know you. " he said walking to me
I laugh "ok ok. I would love to get to know you as well Ryan" I say
"Well how bout. You two fix y'all's food and go upstairs and talk. The door stays open. " Monaee said with a firm look.
"Yes mam " I say walking to the kichen
"In the mean time . You two (Vincent and Derion) can watch a movie with us ok?" Monaee said
"Yasss ma'am " the boys said smiling
Ryan and I get our wings and rice and go upstairs to my room. We sit on the floor and eat
"So Honesty. Tell me about you" Ryan said
"My name is Honesty but call me honey . I'm 16 , I graduated this year , I'm scared deeply from my life so fare. You could never tell because of how happy I act all the time. My birthday is October 4th . Uhhh I don't know what to say." I say
"scared? What you mean " Ryan asked me
A cold chill comes across my body . I move my plate because I lost me appetite. I got um a started pacing . I stop then lean against my dresser.
"Ok... I've been mistreated, raped and abused since I was a little girl. A baby.... Uhhh yea by my father.... My mom she uhh was killed by him. I never knew anything about a man loving a women except for him beating her for even talking . That had me thinking its fine to do it. I don't know what a good boy/man is . I don't know what love is . It's just another 4 letter word . It hurts me that I don't too... And if you think your going to get in my underwear you might wanna leave . Cuz you ain't !" I say . The last part with a little anger.
"Honey . I'm so sorry . And calm down trust me that's not what I want from you . You seem like an amazing girl . Beautiful and all . I want you for you. But can I hold you and listen to you for right now?" He asked
"Nope . I think you should leave . " I say walking to a corner . Starting yo cry
"Please Honesty ?" He said grabbing my hand from behind "I just wanna listen " he said tugging a little.
I turn around "okay fine" . I said trying to fight how happy I was .
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We talked for hours . Until it was dark . Vincent came upstairs and said "bro your your mom needs us . We gotta go" he said turning back around
We got up. And went giggling down the stairs.
"Well I guess I'll see you later " he said grabbing my hand .
"Yeah , see you " I say with a smile beginning to walk off .
I felt him grab me , and twirl me around next thing I know he was kissing me .
"Glad you didn't fight it.. " he said then let me goo . Walking out the door.
I stood in shock for a few seconds. When it broke I heard my aunts squealing and cheering behind me.
"He was ok" I roll my eyes and go upstairs . Hiding how I really feel about that kiss.
When I reach my room I scream and just jump for joy for about 3 minutes. When I gather myself I notice I have 2 text messages
One from Bestfriend 🍫😻😛😍 and another from Future Hubby 🔐💕💍💏 (I laugh cuz I let him put his own number in... Lol old sexy self) I open it
-Future Hubby: Girl with the soft lips and the fat ass. Imma show you honestly what love is about .Yea baee , that's what imma call you. Never mistreat you and show you what this could be. Simply you with me. Yea haha I'm speaking in all honesty 😍. (New lyrics - Honesty Speking x Jv Boyz) . You like babe ? Yea ik. Good night Sweatheart 😍💍🙊. I'm beginning to love you already boo-
I finish reading then turn over . Falling asleep with a big ass Koolaid smile on my face .
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- until next time
•Kammy 💦🎀
