I'm Honesty . I've been through extreme hell in my life . I'm only 16 , but it feels like I'm about 30 tbh . My mother, I'd drug addicted and she left me with my father who doesn't give a fuck about me, anyways . I get blamed for everrrrry ing in this fucking house . He beats me , fucks me then beats me more and more... This nasty bastard raped me when I was 5, momma tried to fight him, but he pulled out Crack and said "bitch do you want this ? Huh do you?? Worthless piece of shit , go get it " . He throw it and smoked it and cried while her pretty little girl screamed not able to do anything , the next morning she tried to leave , she almost got away , but he came home. They argued , and she got the mess beat out of her . She went to bed that night , and when he was sleep she tried again . She successfully got away . She woke me up and we left . The only problem was we had no where to go , except the crack house . Momma asked the dealer , " Djanko" if we could stay . He said if he could have sex with me , we could stay. She said no. We left , he didn't put up a fight because he knew momma was strong.
We went to my grandmother's house , she is super religious , so of course she hates that my mother married "Satan's son" as she called him , she also hates that's she had me , not the fact that I exist but the fact that she brought a baby to this world with that type of "shit" going on.
When mommy and "that bastard " met , he was sweet and loving , any girl's dream , also a drug lord . for the first few months of their relationship , Momma was happy , peaceful and safe. at first she didn't know he was a dealer . He acted as if he Had a good job ,then he started acted funny , because he was smoking his own stuff, cocaine, , crack then meth, then heroin. He kept his self together but then he started going crazy ,beating on momma , put her in intensive care. But her ass married him anyways , because ....... She was pregnant . Not with me but my older sister, who is in Harlem .She tried to take me away but my father slit us (like the color purple , except he beat the shit out my sister) . She got adopted by this lady mommy knows ,when mommy started doing coke , because momma didn't want a baby around that.
So back to what happened to my mother , she stayed clean , we stayed with my grandma 2 years , momma had been clean for 7 months . She went back to police work , kinda like Benson from Law and order : SVU.
We moved to Ny .
One day when (I was 10.) Momma took me to Walmart, to go grocery shopping . We got home , mommy notice the door was ajar , she called for back up. Then grabbed her gun and told me not to lock the doors ,I heard gun shots , mommy yelled and I saw the robbers run out. She had been shoot in her shoulder . She came and got me . I went in the house and saw they didn't take anything just had sex with hoes in her bed
That night , my mommy cooked all my faves . Ik something was wrong, because she called Auntie Trina (her younger sister- 16) to see if she could take care of me. She packed my things and put them by the door , the next morning my beautiful mother Trinity Mary James gone , no more . The bullet had went through her chest and into her heart , . I cried my eyes out all day the next morning I woke up in my Aunt Trina's house
My room here was set up as if I never left home. As I woke I smelled my favorite food , Pulled Pork and fries . It was 11 I went to my aunties kitchen , "morning chicka " she said inna playful voice "after you eat you eat get dressed , imma take you to the mall to cheer you up"
We get to the mall I see familiar faces..... It was my father. We were waling past . He didn't see my at first when he turned about (he was admiring my Aunts ass) he tapped on her shoulder and said "excuse me miss ... Trina! Honesty ??" He laughed "we'll lookie her , damn Trina you got a fatt ass on you tho lil momma" she put me behind her and said "Oh Martin , how are you today? " "I'm fine bitch now move and let me see my daughter " he said" I'm afraid I can't do that , now move along we don't wanna make a scene do we"? She said showing him her gun.
"Nahh bitch not at all, now give me a Honey and I'll leave" he said
"I'm afraid honey doesn't wanna go no where. Now I was tryna be nice , now I gotta be a bitch ! She said "ok ok , but you can bet your little sexy ass (smacked her ass) I'll smash and get my daughter back !" He said "And bye Little Honey!" He said walking off
He left and me and Auntie Trina left because she was worried he would find me . She begged the judge to give her legal rights . She lost the case tho . And I've been here for 5 years......
(This is a Preview! Coming September 2k14!)
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