Everybody Has Their Secrets...

Confusion.

"Baby....pick up the phone!" I whispered into the phone, waiting for a response. For the sixth time, it went into voice mail.

Well fuck this. Im just going to go down there, grabbing my coat and heading out the door.

It was about a two mile walk from where I lived to his place. It didnt take me too long until the red brick building was in sight.

Slowly, I walked up the driveway and knocked on the door, waiting patiently for him to answer it. It took a minute or two until I saw his figure appear in the little window.

When the door was open he seemed rather shocked to see me, "Hi Babe.....what...what are you doing here?" He asked, half smiling and a tired look on his face.

"What am I doing here? Brian. You disappeared for four days after just suddenly ditching me! Im here to make sure your ok and by the looks of you, you look like you havent slept one bit!" I said, stroking his face softly.

He sighed and smiled, inviting me in and locking the door behind me. "Look darling, you dont have to come down here....im fine!"

"Oh....so your basically saying for me to go away!"

"No-....its not li-" I cut him off.

"No! You listen! This is enough! You keep doing this, you leave and dont show up for ages until a week after! Im not having it anymore! I need to take care of you because you need it!" I stopped to catch my breath and looked at him.

He eventually sighed and smiled, pulling me into a warm hug. "Ok darling, you can look after me...."

I pulled him up the stairs and opened the bed covers. "You need to sleep" I said, pointing to the bed. He obliged and laid under the thick quilt, carefully resting his head on the soft pillows that he so obviously hadnt slept on in weeks. I sat by his side, stroking his forehead until he eventually fell into the long needed sleep. Planting a small kiss on his cheek, I stood up, looking around the house for something to do.

I figured this place could use a little clean up so that was what my plan was until he woke up.

In over an hour I managed to sort his books into alphabetical order in the living room, done some washing up in kitchen, folding some his clothes in the bedroom and all there was left to now was the bathroom.

The bathroom seemed to be the most messy room of the house. Not in what you'd think but all over the sink amd the floor were capsules and small tablets, so many I couldnt count. Must have spilt them by accident. I told myself, getting to my knees and begining to pick up every single one.

After I'd made sure every tablet was off the floor, I turned my attention to his cabinet above the sink. This was concerning. The entire shelf was just rows of capsules, boxes and bottles. Half of this medication I couldnt identify as it was something i'd never heard of in my life!

I reached to pick one up but was stopped by a voice calling me back to the bedroom. "Honey....?" He called softly.

"Yes baby?" I answered as I re-entered the room, looking at him now sitting up in the bed. I smiled. "Feel better now you've slept!?"

He nodded, getting out of the bed and making his way towards me. "Yes I am dear! Very much indeed!" He grinned and kissed me. This kiss felt diffrent. It was full of lust and desire for each other that only seemed to grow the longer it lasted. When our lips eventually detatched we both grinned and giggled. He did it again, this time holding me closer to him. Before we knew it we were both in a heated frenzy, mouths exploring each others bodies, along with our hands. By a split second we were both naked, feeling his warm skin pressed up against me and his hands carresing my breasts. I groaned at the feeling, biting my bottom lip as he pressed his throbbing erection against my thigh. Soon enough I was pushed down on the sheets, watching as he fondled himself. He grunted and spread the pre-cum over the tip for lubrication before hovering over me with a devilish smile. Lifting my legs for his lips to claim, kissing nd licking his way down them. "I hope this will make up for my behaviour" he mumbled against my thigh. Eventually he moved back up to lips, slowly pushing in causing us both to gasp. I never wanted his thrusts to end, waves of pure pleasure hitting my body. He was the same. Our groans and pants filled the room until we both climaxed, letting him collapse at the side of me, we lay there. Catching our breaths back and pulling our minds back together. "I love you bunny!" He breathed, smiling a wide smile.

"Love you more!" I chuckled and sat up, "want a drink?" I asked, walking over to take the bottle of water I had kept in my bag. I looked out at the night sky, staring up at the moon. Brian hadnt given me an answer. "Bri?" I softly asked, turning round and gasping.

Grabbing onto the bed sheets with incredible strength as he body started shaking violently from where he was laid. His eyes seemed to be widening amongst the shaking as I rushed to him. "BRIAN!? Brian whats happening!? Tell me!" I paniced and attempted to slow down the shaking. No use. "Answer me!!!" I begged.

"Leave....get out! Please just...leave!" He whimpered, not making eye contact with me once.

"No! I-"

"GO AWAY!!" He shouted, "Please..."

I backed off, scared, shocked and confused. I grabbed my things, dressed myself quickly and left the house again. The last thing I heard was a loud cry.........