I'll always be there for you. {One Direction Fanfic}

Chapter one - gettin out of the hell.

CAT'S POV

I am here in this hell for two years, yeah... Today is the day that I am about to go out of this hell, for the first time, just to visit some family, I am quite nervous and scared, I don’t know who is coming to pick me up, I know I wanted more than anything to get the hell out of this place, but right now? I don’t know if it’s a good idea.

My name is Catherin, I am fifteen years old, and I am totally a messed up girl, if you know what I mean, I had to go through a lot of shit in my life and last year was the worse year of my fucking life. A lot had happened and my father decided to send me here, this place is a school for messed kids, yeah we live here, without seen the world outside. Though I didn’t miss anything; I didn’t want to be here before. My dad sent me because he didn’t know what to do anymore about his “little girl” who started to have a bad behavior, yep that’s what I listened quite a lot. But guess what? I don’t give a shit about that, not anymore.  He dropped me here, without listening a single word I tried to say, and that hurt more than I thought it could.

Before you start to ask me, what did I do to be here, I wanna tell you something, in life, even though you think you’re strong and you can handle anything, there’s just some stuff that you just can’t, there’s scars you just can’t hide, there’s pain that you can try, you can push yourself hard, but will stay with you forever, and even when it’s sad you can’t let people know that, because trust me, things get worse when it happens.

Believe or not, I have a famous brother… his name’s Harry, Harry Styles. Yeah, you guessed right, my last name is Styles too. I am Catherin Carly Styles. I hate my name… but I can’t change it anyway. While ago I was just a normal teenager, who liked to go shopping, hang out with friends and all that stupid stuff teenagers do, but something happened and it just got out of my rich in a second, and life was never happy and normal again.

I stopped thinking about my life, and things that were worrying me when I heard someone knocking the door of my room, I guess was Sarah but I didn’t want to get up from my bed and walk to the door, so I left her knocking until stop and come in.

“hey mate, how are you feeling?” How can she ask me that? Isn’t it obvious?

“Why are you asking? You know exactly how I am feeling” I told her rolling my eyes.

“Yeah, I know… It’s on your face. ‘I don’t wanna meet my family, fuck off bitches’ that’s what you’re thinking? You’re such a bad girl Cat, really.” Sarah knows me more than I know myself, she made me smile with that, yeah she really knew how to put a smile on my face, which is something really hard, since… well… since a long time.

She has been the best friend I’ve ever had in my life, she is my roommate… So yeah, we spent a lot of time together talking about stupid stuff, trying to figure out how to run out of this place, but we never did anything about it, we knew it was too stupid to work out. 

“well, yeah… it’s exactly what I’m thinking right now, I’m never nervous but I can’t do anything to stop this feeling growing inside me, it’s just unstoppable” I said looking at her.

“Oh, just stop with that, you never is that emotional, just get your ass off the bed and come with me, Josh got some drink, and we can be cool there.”

“I don’t think so Sarah, you know I never refused some drink before, because I know how hard it’s to get it, but sorry girl, I can’t, If I put anything in my stomach, I’m gonna puke.” I said while I got up the bed and walked to the window.

“Whatever, I don’t wanna drink that bad ya know” She said, I knew she was being nice to me, since I never get nervous and for the first time I was.