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It's been 4 days since the incident, Im not in the basement anymore cause he claimed he missed me, he hated seeing me like that & wouldn't do it again and I forgave him. I know its stupid cause he's going to do it again as always but I love him. I just need to listen more and stop having a smart mouth.
I been laying in bed most of the time cause of my back but other than that I have bruises that's very visible to see. Put on some makeup and it'll just do the trick just like other times, nothing new nor different. I been threw this route.
My head says it's time to go, leave while you have the chance, this relationship isn't going too work. But my heart says stay it'll get better, he loves you. So many times I'd think to myself, does he even love me? We only been together for 2 years, but it feels like Internity. I wanna leave, I really do but all I do is a 360 back to this man. It's hard having friends & family who cares about you and is trying to help you out, but then you refuse to do it cause you think your grown & you can handle it.
Putting my head against the head bored, continuously getting lost into my thoughts Damien came into the room as he threw an outfit on the bed.
"Get up and get your self together, were going out."
I lifted my head up and looked at dress then up at him raising an eyebrow.
"Where are we going?"
He rubbed his face in frustration. "Dont fucken question me Wisdom and just get yo lazy ass up and get fucken ready. Look presentable."
With that he closed the door, I didn't say anything else besides getting up grabbing the outfit and went to get ready.
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Doing the last touches of my hair, I added the pins to make sure it was tight & secured. I stood up looking in the mirror looking at myself.
Bruises not showing, fake smiles on point.. outfit on point. I looked at my self one more time before putting on my heels, I heard Damien yell.
"WISDOM BRING YO ASS HEA!" He yelled.
I sighed finishing everything before leaving the bathroom, him sit down on the bed as he looked up at me.
"Come hea guh lemme see you." Damien demanded.
I did as told walking towards him putting a fake smile on my face.
"Is this good.."
He looked at me up and down. "At least ya dont look ugly, get ya shit and lets go." he'd say bluntly grabbing his stuff leaving out the door.
