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Looking out the window, I was scared to go home honestly. I didnt want too leave nor did I want to get up but I had too. My mind is still stuck on what happen last night, its like Damien is working with some guy that's probably and enemy of Durk and Von. I know he's always out on the streets & sells drugs but nothing more.
Maybe, maybe not Im not so sure, I dont want to assume anything wrong and it's false. But Im glad everyone's okay though but if it wasn't for me wanting to do what I want to do this whole thing wouldn't have started.
I know when I go home, Im going to get a whole lecture then a beating. I looked down at my arms seeing some bruises that was already healing I started to tear up a little.
Since I first met him my moms never liked him nor did my siblings. My mother kept telling me he's a bad vibe, he isnt good for you, he's a bad influence. But I never wanted to listen, all my life I always thought that I was grown, I could handle big things & know what Im doing. But I dont.
Words cant describe how much I would want to go back in time and reverse all of this, meeting Damien, not listening, moving with Damien at 19. I just wish he'd erase from my history of me being here.
All the times he'd thrown me down that basement, I'd look at the ceiling and think why am I still here, why am I still living. I've had so many close calls & red flags that I was going to die but I never did. I wondered why, why hasn't god taken me yet out of all the things Damien has done too me. But I guess god isn't ready for me to come home yet.
I shook my head while going into the closet there to see if there was some extra clothes, I seen some sweats and a tank top. Mm, this will do.
Changing into the clothes I fixed the leggings while putting on my extra shoes that was in my bag putting them on I grabbed my stuff walking out the room down the steps I seen Durkio on the couch laying down on his phone & Kobe trying to fight von over some.
"Bro yo ass really ate all ma fucken cereal folks?" I heard Von say.
"There was only a li bit in there calm yo nipples down." Kobe said rolling his eyes.
"Nigga dat dont give you the damn right to eat ma shit, ion see you payin up any of ma bills up in dis bitch."
"You act like I cant buy you moe at the store."
Kobe grabbed the cereal bowl starting to eat it in from of him being petty, Von mugged him.
