Love Me, Never Leave Me.

Chapter One

A/n: In my AU, Atsumu struggles from severe depression and anorexia. Sakusa doesn't know at the moment. Btw "" means out loud and ** means thinking. Ps: This has strong language and sensitive topics! <3

Another A/N hehe: Sakusa and Atsumu both go to Inarizaki because i said so :).

Atsumu's POV

"Hmmm..."

I groaned as I opened my eyes. As I opened my eyes the world looked blurry for a minute before focusing. I blinked a couple of times and was aware of a weight on my chest. I looked down and saw Omi laying on me. I smiled and kissed the top of his head and wiggled out from under him making sure not to wake him up. I went to take a shower since I know Omi-kun hates germs, but was getting better. I quickly, but thoroughly took a shower and got dressed in fresh clothes. I headed down to the kitchen and set on some coffee. I glanced over at the pack of bagels and my stomach rumbled.

*Not now Tsumu wait till after your run..*

The coffee maker signaled that it was ready and I grabbed my cup, making sure that the warmer was on for Omi's cup. I grabbed my sweatshirt and went out the door, locking it. I sipped from my coffee whilst jogging and I finished it quickly. I noticed too late that I forgot my headphones.

*Dammit...*

Not having my headphones meant that I had to pay attention to my thoughts and they were never on my side. I started thinking about how I've been cutting for a while and how I can't seem to stop. It's like a drug to me, I'm addicted.

*I don't see why people think cutting is a bad thing. I just don't cut hard enough to bleed out.*

I reached my mile quickly and turned around. I felt a little light-headed but brushed it off. I reached home and still felt lightheaded so I decided to get something small to eat so I don't feel dizzy for practice. I fixed myself a bagel and ate it, the dizziness fading away gradually. I went upstairs to check on Omi-Omi and saw he was in the shower. I looked at my watch and was surprised to see it was 6:00 am.

*Damn. I was out for two hours.*

I quickly changed into my school clothes making sure there weren't any wrinkles. Omi came out of the bathroom in a towel and I beamed at him. He smiled slightly back. I quickly went back downstairs and checked that his coffee was still warm. I started humming Snowman by Sia and it was one of my favorite songs.

"I want you to know that I'm never leaving cause I'm Mrs Snow till death we'll be freezing yeah you are my home, my home for all seasons so come on lets go. Lets go below zero and hide from the sun I love you forever and we'll have some fun..."

I trailed off as I saw Omi standing to the side and watching me.

"Gah!" I shrieked, blushing hardcore. "How long were you there?"

"Long enough to know that you are an amazing singer," he said, with a dazzling smile.

I stuck my tongue out at him like a child.

"Are you ready to leave for school Omi-Omi?"

He nodded and grabbed our backpacks and handed mine to me.

"Thank you~" I giggled.

We walked to school and it was chilly, but not too chilly. Only enough to have a slight bite to the wind. Me and Omi walked to school holding hands, our fingers occasionally brushing the others hand. We quickly reached school. I kissed his cheek and we parted ways to our classes. The day went by in a blur and soon enough it was time for practice. I noticed Omi wearing a mask and spraying the ball with disinfectant, and I chuckled slightly, feeling fond of him. Around 30 minutes into class, I felt dizzy. I just brushed it off for now, but it was incessant. I took some deep breaths in, and tried to steady myself.

"Are you ok Atsumu?"

I vaguely heard my captain's voice call out to me, and I nodded my head.

He looked a bit concerned.

"I'm fine Kita-san, I'm just a little tired."

He looked unconvinced but told me to get some sleep tonight so I would be refreshed for tomorrow's practice. I told him okay with a smile and went back to my serves. Soon practice was over and I had a red spot on my palm and I snickered.

"Tsumu are you ok?" Osamu, my twin, asked.

"Yeah, why?" I responded, smiling. "Never better."

He nodded and went off to join Sunarin. Omi walked over and reached for my hand. I gave it to him, lacing my fingers through his.

"You ready to go home?" he asked. I nodded, feeling exhausted. When we reached home I immediately took a shower, changed into clean clothes, and fell on our bed. Within minutes I was asleep and snoring.
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Eat this and enjoy it. /th

Next chapters will be out soon <3

PS, not proofread much, so shhh.