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CHAPTER FOUR.

NOTICE: Mentions of death, strong language.

NOTICE: Mentions of death, strong language

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MIKA TAIDAMA, FIRST.
[ 2:28am ]

The dark void surrounded me, it never ended, it reached the deepest of places, it reached places unreachable.

Nothing surrounded me, it was all a void. Just me and the darkness, as though we were best friends.

"What would dying be to you?" A voice echos throughout the void of nothing. The voice was one of an elderly women, a wise one at that.

I ponder for a moment, staring at my bandaged hands.

"I want to die, but not really because i want death, i wish death on myself, every part of my body, my blood, my sling, everything.

But not because i want to die.

I merely want to die to be reborn, as someone who doesn't necessarily know the way of the world, or the weight of it, the dread of it.

Simply one where i am inevitable to the future, i don't care about it.

I wish to die, because i simply want to live again"

I finished telling the voice, which hums before it disappears again, leaving me with the everlasting void of nothingness.

I sat there for what seemed like hours, when really it was only a couple of minutes, until i hear the noise of static.

The darkness around he seems to flicker, several lines of darkness rushing towards me, wrapping around my body, neck, arms, resulting in me not being able to breath.

I begin shaking, why is this happening?

It hurts.

Please make it stop.

I shoot up out of bed with a gasp, staring around myself to still see Tōru sleeping calmly next to me, a calm look perched upon his face.

I fix my bandages before standing up and looking around Oikawas room, fixating my gaze on a guitar that stood in the corner of his room, seemingly unused.

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