11:18am, Friday
Today is currently January 15, 2021
Today is just a peaceful day. Nothing much has happened as of late and I'm just currently writing since my brain tells me too keep up with it. College is soon approaching and I'm kind of excited to meet my friends again. Too bad corona is still here though so we have to be careful. I'm unsure about college though since I'll be busy when it starts. I wonder if I'll be a decent nurse in the future. I hope I can find a stable job/have some passive income and go travel to many different places and see the world. Many people don't seem to know about the rat race along with the governments dirty little secrets, since those who know are usually silenced right away as it seems. I need to find a way to earn money in the meantime, I'm currently 18 years old yet no position doesn't seem to want to hire a newbie like me lol. ah the hustle and bustle of young adult life is so fun but stressful at the same time. I think today I'll be going to the bookstore later to find some language study books on Korean or Japanese or Italian since those are the languages I'm currently studying. I'm not sure how it'll go for study wise but I hope to set some accomplishments by the end of the months for language learning. I've met some Japanese people while studying the language and it seems they too have some rather rude people like any other place lol. Not that surprising but it was quite shocking since I compared it to those who are very very polite. I still don't grasp the concept of けいご but I'll probably learn it while I'm studying the language. As for Korean, I don't really know much other than the basics and simple phrases but that's about it. I can't even imagine that one scene where I'll be asked to talk to a native and they go all machine gun on me lol (it has happened once). Koreans don't really seem to like talking to people of color from my point of perspective, it just looks like they only like white people. It's very much like categorizing them into one group but it is true. I can't tell you how many times I've seen them act way differently when they see a white person lol. Only some Koreans are actually pretty decent in my opinion. Most Koreans you find on the language learning apps are either fuck boys or fuck girls so don't bother looking there, just go meet in person. Italians are really friendly but their attitudes are quite aggressive. I love how straightforward they are/easy it is to converse with them. I have yet to talk in other languages but let's save that for later when I know one languages fluently. I think that's all for today, until tomorrow I suppose.
