"These pills have a side affect and you may expience severe suicidal thoughts..." After that I zoned out and stopped listening but oh boy did they give me suicidal thoughts and there was so many times I wanted to give into them and some I tried but it was unseccusful I still used self harm but sometime after I wanted to stop and I stayed clean for 2 months and I elapsed and broke up with my boyfriend but after a while he said that he loves and we got together again and its been 3months we are dating and I've been clean of self harm for 3 months. But it all started to come back all the urges and my personality started to dissapear again and then 2021 came along a already shitty year the 11th (when I started writing this) was the day i really felt like I couldn't hamdel it anymore.
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WHY ME WORLD?
Short StoryThis is my life story...well the short version of it. I wan't to put a TRIGGER WARNING on this beacuse i do talk about my expierence with self harm, suicide and a car accident also i talk about blood. If you are reading this thank you very much
