Nash's younger sister

Chapter 54

It's been 3 weeks and Ive been in physical therapy, it's not helping. Today there telling me what I need to do and what's gonna happen. I got dressed and nicole drove me too physical therapy. After about four hours they told me there was nothing else they could do, I was 95% not gonna make it. Not a suprise for me, neither for nicole. Now we just have too tell everyone, there still on tour, they have 2 weeks left. Nicole and I drove home and I sat down on the couch like usual. I sat their watching American horror story until I decided too facetime the guys. It popped up and I explained everything, they all were in tears and saying their where coming back as soon as possible, I said no and they still said they where coming, this point they wouldn't listen too me. I felt bad for their fans, they payed money too go and they don't even get too see them. I sat their watching tv, It feels like I loose more energy every minute. I finally decided too go to bed. I actually fell asleep for about 4 hours, those 4 hours where the best. I checked the time noticing it was 1:30 pm. Wow I've been sitting in bed that long. I forced myself up and into the shower. I put on some sweats and a black tank top. I layed back down not having anything else to do. I sat their and sat their watching American horror story until I got a call from my doctor.
- D=doctor M-maddie-
D-hello is This Maddilyn Rose Grier?
M-yes sir, this is her.
D-okay well, we have a lot to talk about.
M-okay, go ahead. I said sighing
D-well we have discovered, that if we do a certain surgery, we could possibly cure your cancer.
M- okay what are the consequences?
D-well during this surgery, we will be operating on your heart, at the end of the surgery you'll either survive, or not. This is your personal choice too make this decision and risk.
M-okay I, I wanna do it.
D-okay, we will perform the surgery in 1week, is that okay with you?
M- yes that's fine, thank you.
D- no problem, have a good day.
-end of call-
I sighed. Why not do it? I have a chance of surviving, If I don't then I'm gonna not survive. So why not? I got up and went downstairs too find nicole just getting back from her boyfriends. "Heyy, what's up?" She asked sitting her bag down. "Um, im having surgery in a week" I said sitting on the bar stool. "WHaT?, since when!!" She said demanding. "This morning, it's surgery too possibly cure my cancer, the only consequences are at the end, I survive or not, but think of it this way, not get it, I'm not gonna survive, get it, it's possible for me too survive" I said looking at my hands. "WHY DIDNT YOU CALL ME!" She yelled. I flinched and said "because, it's my own personal decision" I said quoting the doctor. "Maddie, I'm just scared, what if you don't make it?" " well I'm not gonna make it if I don't do it, I have a chance of surviving" I said looking at her. She nodded and hugged me. I hopped down and sat down on the couch.
-skip too the day the guys come back-
It's been very boring around here, finally the guys come back today, but they don't know about my surgery yet. At this point I can't walk good without holding on too anthing, and I don't eat that much, I look even worse from when the guys saw me last. Nicole was on her way too pick up the guys while I was laying on the couch with a life sized teddy bear and a big blanket watching sponge bob. I slowly fell asleep and went into a dream.
-in the dream-
"Okay, Ms.grier, we are taking you in surgery now!" The Doctor said pushing my little bed into a room. He left and I was by myself in a dark plain room by myself. For some reason I felt uncomfortable. I was looking around the room when I noticed a guy standing in front of a monitor. "Hello?" I asked. No response. "Hello, sir?" I asked again. No response. I called again and got really mad. I picked up the TV controller and chucked it at his back. He turned around, the face I saw made me even more terrified. Drake. "Oh, hello there!" He said with a evil smirk. "Drake, what are you doing here?" I asked a little scared...more like a lot. "Scared are we?" He asked stepping closer. "Awnser my question!" I yelled trying too sit up, but couldn't realizing I wasn't able too. "I'm here, to take care of you babe" he said putting his hand on my thigh. "No! Stop! Get off me!" I yelled trying too push him away but I have no power of him. He started too kiss me and trying too take off my clothes. That's when I saw him pull a knife out and start putting it at my neck. He was going too cut when I woke up.
-end of dream-
I woke up and screamed "NICOlE, Drake surgery!!" The first three words that came too my head. My eyes where still closed when I felt her come and pull the blanket off of me. I sat up and she helped me into the kitchen. "Maddie what's wrong!" Everyone said running over to nicole and I. "Oh, sorry I didn't see you gu-" I said gettig cut df by cam "hold up, why did you say drake and surgery?" I sighed looking at nicole. "I don't know about the drake thing, he's gone..." Nicole said trailing off. "Can you help me back too the couch, please?" I asked Nicole. She nodded and helped me walk back too the couch. I sat down and everyone was starring at me. "Maddie, you look so different.." Jack j said. I looked away and down. "Nicole, you can tell them.." I said putting my head in my hands. "Maddie, she's um....getting surgery...this Friday....and.." I cut her off and said "f I don't get it I'm not gonna survive, but at he end of the surgery I either survive, or not, so I'm gonna die if I don't do it then if I do I have a chance of surving" I said gripping my hair, not wanting too hear their responses. "So you, go into surgery in 1 day?" Shawn asked trying not too sound upset. I nodded and forced myself up, I grabbed the couch and led myself too the stairs. "Wait, let me help you!!" Nicole said running over. She helped me and I just layed down falling asleep.
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