Kookmin presents: An Extraordinary Love affair (English version)

Loser

Taehyung feels so bitter while watching the Park family playing around with Jungkook,and at the same time he felt so out of place...that he's not belong here anymore.

He hates the thoughts of someone was taking his place on the Park's family and that someone is no other than Jungkook. He couldn't even accept the fact that Jungkook easily took his place in Jimin's life which can also means that the latter didn't loved him in the first place. That he's indeed just a best friend for Jimin.

He felt so loser in every way. He knows that no matter how much he deny to himself,he's indeed that loser knowing he can't take Jimin back to him,and there's no way Jimin will love him back. Everything's evolving around to Jungkook,Jungkook and always Jungkook.

"Tae,do you want more juice?"
He turned his head to look at Jimin who's pouring some drinks on his family's empty glasses.

He smiled and shook his head no. He took his phone,trying to act busy knowing everyone was looking at him. He feels so down and pitiful in front of Jimin's family and Jungkook. He understand completely why Jimin's brother was still mad at him for what he had done to Jimin before. He understands if Jimin's family couldn't trust him completely anymore. He fucked up,he knows and admit that. He was wrong for doing that. Maybe it was really his fault why Jimin got tired from the relationship they have. He'd set aside Jimin,didn't thought that his tiny lover could find attentions from another---from Jungkook.

He knows he couldn't get closer to what Jungkook have..The latter is very handsome,rich and the way Jimin would describe his almost perfect new lover ,he knows he's obviously the loser between them. Jimin seems so in love with the man,so how he's suppose to fight when in Jimin's heart,clearly there's already a winner?

"Ji,can we talk? Just you and me"
He whispered as he looked at Jimin smiling at his boyfriend and father playing arm wrestling for the fifth time.

"S-sure"

He stood up first and even helped Jimin to get on his feet and gently dragged Jimin outside the house.

"What is it Taehyung?"

He stopped his tears from falling and looked straight in Jimin's eyes.

"Come back to me Ji..Be mine again please"

"Taehyung..w-we talked already right? You know that--

"That you love Jungkook,yes I know that. But what about me? I still love you Ji and it hurts. It hurts to see you happy with another man..it hurts knowing that I'm not the reason of your smiles"

He felt so desperate to get Jimin back. He really love Jimin. And he can't just let go Jimin that easily. Jimin pulled his hands away from his holds,creating distances between them..enough for him not to reach Jimin and that hurt him a lot.

"Taehyung...y-you have to let me go. Don't stick with me. You're my friend that I want you to be genuinely happy. We can't be happy together if we keep doing the wrong thing. You love me but I'm in love with someone,do you think we'll be happy? No. You'll just hurt more. And I'm sorry if I can't love you just the way you want me to,because my heart belongs to Jungkook already. You're a part of my life,and I don't want to ever lose what friendship we have. Let's just stay friends hm?"

He could hear his heart's shuttering sounds after hearing that from Jimin..again,clearly he's a loser.

"Tae,you have to let me go and free yourself from our past as well. You deserve to be happy,you deserve someone better who could make you happy. I hate to say this but,I'm not that person. Be free Taetae..Open your heart once again to other people"