Kookmin presents: An Extraordinary Love affair (English version)

Living in Agony

The Christmas is near..He should be happy,and usually he would be excited to receive presents,be with his family and friends in this very special holiday but this time he wasn't. He's not happy,and infact he's living in agony.

He lost his loved one,along with his heart. It's been a month already but the scene when his lover faded right before his eyes felt like it happened yesterday..It was still fresh and clear,haunting him even in his dreams. How Jungkook tried to reach him for the last time but failed to do so. Until now,he hoped that everything happened were just a bad dreams and once he woke up he's still with Jungkook's arms.

"Sweety,Taehyung visited you along with Yoongi and Jhope..you could have a double date"

He didn't looked at his mother,completely ignoring the invitation. He didn't even noticed her entering his room,as his mind were too distracted while thinking about Jungkook. His mother sat beside him,and starts to strokes his hair which reminds him Jungkook doing the same thing when they're together..Oh how he misses his boyfriend a lot.

"Ji baby...you have to come out of your room. Your friends are inviting you..go with them"

He sat and hugged her,his tears automatically fell again.

"Ma...I miss him..I-I wanna see him again"

"Oh honey...please don't be like that..It'll be hard but you have to accept that your boyfriend was gone. You have to continue your life..don't make yourself suffer..I'm sure Jungkook would tell you the same thing. He'll suffer too wherever he is right now,because he knows that he left you in pain. Son,I don't want to see you miserable anymore..Help yourself baby,we'll help you"

"B-But I need him Ma..I don't want to love anyone,but Jungkook..No one could ever replace him in my heart..And he should suffer too,until he can't take the pain anymore and he'll come back to me. He won't say no,because he loves me"

"Son..my poor baby"

The mother cried helplessly,her heart was breaking while seeing his beloved young son miserable and in pain. If only she could do something to ease his baby's pain,she would with an open arms. Her adorable son seems doesn't want to continue his life anymore,she's afraid that he'll give up.

Her husband and his eldest son,were also affected by their baby's miseries. All of them were all helpless,they can't do anything to ease Jimin's pain. They even tried to consult her son on a psychiatrist if Jimin was suffering in a depression,but the doctor couldn't tell exactly as Jimin would just kept silence,refusing to share what's in his mind and what he feels.. They were all worried now to their son who was a victim of the forbidden love.

Jimin fell asleep in her lap,but even her son's eyes were close,his tears doesn't seem want to stop from falling. The pain of her son,was doubled in her heart. She hates herself as she couldn't do anything but to just cry..

"Jungkook,d-don't make my baby suffer anymore please..Wherever you are,if you hear me please I'm begging you..help him get over you,take the pain away in his heart. And if you're real and you really love him,please help him to set you free"

Her tears fell,and kissed her sleeping son,and carefully tucked him to bed. She wants to give up too but she knows that she have to be strong for his son..Jimin needs love from them..

"Son..help yourself please..me,your papa and hyung will help you.. We'll make up to you hmm?"

She cried in silence and kissed her son's tired face before she silently went out to let his son to rest.

"Oh Minerva,where's our son? Did he refused to come out from his room again?"
Her husband asked,as soon as he saw her. All his son's friends,and Jihyun are looking at her too,as if they're all waiting for her reply. She wiped her tears and nods.