There is something about the high.
That faint moment when you are so lost so what if you die.
The pain is numb and you no longer know the person you are.
It covers the thoughts and scars.
You have friends and people that are down to chill.
Until the day you stop and lose the thrill.
Your stomach aches for days and you are dripping with sweat.
Those friends are gone and now you're in debt.
You turned your back on family and people who actually cared about you.
The pain and thoughts are back.
Everything seems so black.
You finally wake up and see.
Being clean is what you really needed to be.
All that trust you lost you now have to gain back.
Stay on track.
Make a life worth living and enjoy it.
Feel what you're supposed to feel and learn from it.
Stress and pain are trigger.
But always remember who is bigger.
