When you are an addict you just have to find your next fix.
With recovery your mind you have to trick.
Those people you called friend and thought cared about you you try to stay away.
It's a battle you fight everyday.
You will never be the same person you were before.
That's the hardest part of the war.
You have to try and find the person you are now.
No longer be ashamed but everyday that you are sober you should take a bow.
Addiction is a hold it feels like it just gets deeper and deeper with no end.
Once you hit that bottom it's only up from there
Rcovery might feel like you are a battle all alone but you are not the only one and there are people who care.
You have been through the dark and felt like you can't get out.
That's addiction talking you can find some light erase those doubts.
You look in the mirror and don't know the person that you see.
Meet the new you the person you want to be.
Tonsil get hard and seem like you can't deal with it.
Taking that pillar using that needle won't help, don't take that sip.
It will numb the pain for now but when the high is gone you will feel it all.
Take all the hard and bad times and make them better call a family member or even write a letter.
Move forward and never look back.
