101 Ways on Seducing Niall Horan

Chapter 1 - The Story of Us

                I think about one day, I'll tell the story of us, how we met and the sparks flew instantly. And people will say we're the lucky ones.

                Funny thing, I know. We never had our own story. We never came into that point. He never wanted to. As cliché as it sounds, I fell in love for my best friend and this is a one sided love. Right. A GIRL like me is now experiencing unrequited love. Who would fall for a girl like me, anyway? Especially, him? It’s a no no. But hey, still he told me he loves me, that he’s grateful to have me. As his best friend and little sister. Gosh, it sucks. Seeing me in that way. Why on earth do I have to fall for him? Of all the people why my best friend? And why can’t we become more than that? I am one of the lamest. As time pass by, I just can’t get over him, and it definitely kills me here.

                I LOVE YOU, Ni. I love you and I’m hoping that the day will come, the day you’ll love me, too.

                               

                Alright. Those were the ones that I wrote on my diary. It is 8 pm now and tomorrow is Monday meaning school again. It will be 3 days before the summer break and I don't know why we have this kind of project in English, what I'm talkin’ about is this diary that I have to submit tomorrow. Sucks, you know why, I'm not the kind of girl who wrote some girly stuff on some stupid diary. Why? Simply because I'm not that kind of girl. Oh my, I am going to submit this but it's all about my frustration in love. Never mind. I know it's a shame but I don't know what to write. It's better to submit it with these stupid things than to submit it blank, right?

                I decided to finish this stuff and I almost forgot about dinner. I’m not in the mood to take it, by the way. There’s something which told me not to. Is this the thing what they call love? The feeling you get when someone’s there who creeps into your mind up to midnight and basically makes you wide awake in the hours you already need to be asleep. The feeling you get when butterflies in your stomach started to fly whenever that someone is around. And yes, the feeling you get that makes you forget about eating or doing other important stuffs just to think about someone. I think that’s what I’m feeling now.

                It took me days, weeks, and hell months to admit this feeling. To admit that the thing called love is already creeping in my inside. And it is not a good sign. I can’t express this feeling of mine. Yeah. The perk of being in love with a best friend. It is harder than falling in love with someone who barely knows you. Why? Because you can easily express your love to that someone without worrying about a relationship between the two of you that can be torn. I know I’m kind of a stupid falling for my best friend. Because maybe the two of us were just too close making me fall in the line. But, no, because I’m certain, I had completely fallen for him.

                “Hey, you sure you’ll skip dinner again for the nth time, Anya?”                 Before turning to my step bro who said that, I immediately hide the notebook under my citrus scented pillows. I felt that he flopped down on my bed next to me wearing his grin and suspicious look.

                “I’m fine. Just don’t want to feel like eating,” I replied to him. He just cracked a bark of laughter that made me shoot daggers to him. “What?”

                “Someone’s lost in love,” he teased me with his singing in off tune. I bit my lower lip. Was it that obvious? I hit him in his shoulder while he tries to shield his self as he groans in pain. “Okay, okay. I’m just joking, lil sis. Someone’s not in the mood, I get it, I get it.”