Chapter 9 When He Joins the Breakfast Club

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 Jumping out of my bed was the first thing I’ve done after having a nightmare.

Breathe in. Breathe out.

I hold my chest, it keeps on tightening and I really can’t breathe. I’m hyperventilating. Exhale, inhale. I hate that nightmare. I thought I wasn’t going to wake up. Until I realise that it was just a very bad dream, I’m quite relief.

I let out a very deep sigh that help me against this uneasiness.

If you’re wondering about what is my nightmare would look like, I’m telling you this, I am not going to tell this to anyone. I’ll just keep it a secret though it would look like having a hard time.

I immediately rushed to the bathroom and took off my pyjamas. I turned on the shower and let the water run through my back.

“Oh shit!” I cussed unexpectedly. The water was so cold. I forgot to change it to the hot. I really don’t like cold shower, I prefer the hot one.

It felt like I was awakened not from a bad dream, but this time from reality. What I saw last night was really disgusting. I mean if you like a guy, I know you’ll probably think about Niall, and you saw him with a girl and they’re smooching, who wouldn’t feel what I’m feeling?

Yes, what ruined my yesterday was it. I saw Niall and Ali, kissing. I didn’t get it wrong. It was Ali. The girl with straight long black hair. But what I don’t understand is why are they kissing? I know they didn’t just meet, they know each other for a long time, but still they’re not in a relationship. They don’t even seem like they love each other but… But the way Niall looked at Ali on the party was, is it even possible that Niall is into Ali? Does he like Ali? Why didn’t he tell me yesterday? Is he keeping it away from me? Doesn’t he want me to know? Are they in a relationship already before I just saw it? But how, how long is their relationship? Is it even possible that Niall is into Ali already while on tour? ARG!!!!!!!!!!! Those thoughts were creeping onto my mind!!!

By the way, do I have the right to feel this way? Yes, you do have, you’re his best friend Anya. Yes I’m the best friend, do best friends still involve their selves into their best friend’s relationship? Of course they do! What best friends are for, right? Right. I should ask Nialler about the kiss thingy and that’s it. Don’t react exaggerated, Anya.

Thinking those stuffs, I heard a squeaking sound of the door.

“Hey! Who’s there?” I beamed.

“It’s Sean, do you find my razor here? I’m going to shave I can’t find it,” the husky voice answered. I heard he’s opening my drawers, maybe busy finding.

“Sean, if you’ll excuse me, I really don’t use those things. Maybe you just misplaced it in your room!” I blurted while rinsing my body full of bubbles. Yep, I’m done taking a bath.

“You’re probably right there, sister. How come I searched in your room first and forgot that you don’t use them?” says Sean then chuckle. I can saw a smirk on my face.

“Stupidity, big bro,” I jokingly said.

He released a quiet laugh. “Just hurry and take breakfast with us already, lil sis. Someone’s waiting for you downstairs.” He said in a tune waltzing outside my room after shutting the door.

Someone is waiting for me downstairs. I bet it was Paul, maybe Janey, or even Monique. Um but maybe it was Niall, too. Presuming again.

I was done showering and wrapped a towel across my body. Whew. What shall I wear now. I opened the closet. Tilt my head sideways. All of my clothes are dresses. What shall I wear? And just in my luck, I saw a pair of shorts which I am going to wear. The problem, what tank top? Search, search and at last, a flowering blouse which seemed so very girly was sighted. I can wear this with the shorts.

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