If Only You Could Love Me Back

Third Shot : Still his Baby Girl .

Third Shot : Still his Baby Girl .

"Cotton come on ! Umalis ka na jan sa kama ko please ? Sige ka tatawagin ko si Serj ! " alam ko muka na 'kong tanga kasi kinakausap ko yung mga alaga kong aso . Sila lang naman kasi yung napapagsabihan ko ng mga problems ko bukod kay Smile na ngayon ay busy na kay Sydney . Mabait naman si Sydney kaya umokay narin ako sa relasyon nilang dalawa .

" Sergeant come here !" Tawag ko sa alaga kong labrador . Ang lakas kasi ng personality ni Serj kaya yun yung pinangalan ko sa kanya . He's a strong and handsome labrador while si cotton naman is a very cute and cuddly zhi szu .

"Kagabi ko pa tinitext si Smile . No call , no text , no e-mail ,NO ANYTHING ! How could he do this to me ? Cotton , Serj are you two loyal to me ? " nakatingin lang yung mga aso ko sakin as if trying to understand every word that is coming from my mouth .

"Ano sa tingin nyo sweethearts ? Should i keep on texting him or should i stop making an effort to communicate ?

Stop it Serj ! Don't you dare give me that 'are-you-that-obsessed ' look ! Hindi naman ako ganun kadesperate *pout* ." What the hell . Try to talk to your pet sometimes , you'll feel what i feel . I swear .

*cellphone vibrates*

[ Let them know that we still rock 'n roll ( rock 'n roll ) ]......

"H-hello ?"

"Hello baby girl ? I'm sorry if i didn't get to call you these past few days . I got really sick and had to undergo some tests in the hospital . I tried not to make a call but i really missed your sweet voice . The doctor said that maybe i'm going through something really stressful , i passed out . I had to keep it from you . I'm sorry i just don't want you to worry about it . I feel better now . I just have to rest for a little while . I'll hang up now , please don't tell Sydney anything .

Please .

Bye baby girl . "

a soft , weak voice . Siya ba talaga yun ? Baka naman prank caller lang ? But ...

I know it's him .

He should've told me !

If he really sees me as his little sister he should've atleast tried to tell me .

But he even refused to call me . Not even a simple text !

Oh well .

I'm just his 'baby girl ' .

But atleast i know i'm still his baby girl .

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"Hi Syd ! " naglalakad ako sa hallway when i saw her sitting on the bench infront of the school library .

"Hey Amy !

Ever heard anything from Sanch ? Tumawag or nagtext na ba sya sayo ?

I tried everything . Hindi sya nagrereply sa texts ko , hindi sya nag ko call back pag nag mi misscall ako , hindi din ako nakakareceive ng e-mail from him . I don't know what else to do . I even went to his house to visit him but his mother told me that he's sleeping and needed some rest . Is he avoiding me or something ? Is he doing this for a purpose ? Is he trying to break up on me ? Tell me please ! I need answers !" she's crying . I know the feeling . I've gone through that state as well .

"Fix yourself ."

I tapped her right shoulder . I looked at her and I saw her eyes swell as she cries.

"He won't be happy seeing you in a mess . " She wiped her tears away . This girl is so nice i just can't take it seeing her so worried about her relationship with Smile .

"He' s not breaking up with you , he's just sick . Hindi din naman nya 'ko sinabihan . I called her mom to ask what happened . " i lied a little because i know if she knew that he called me to tell me he's in a bad shape she'll get upset . He should've called her first , she's the girlfriend after all .

"I thought ... oh well . How is he ?" Sobrang worried ng itsura niya .

"His mom said he's feeling better now , he just needs some rest . "i gave her a 'don't- worry-yourself-too-much' look.

"Alam mo i always thought na you're a threat in my relationship with Sancho.
I wonder why you're so special to him. Sometimes i get jealous on you kasi whenever we're together he always talk about you.

Now I know why.

You're really a nice girl Amy.
Thank you so much for informing me about Sancho's condition. You made my day. Dadalawin ko ulit siya after class ." mukhang relieved naman na siya. I stood up and looked at her " let's get together sometime ." I walked away .

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"Wake up sleepy head ! "

"Mom ! Five more minutes please ! " I covered my face with a pillow . Tumatama kasi yung sinag ng araw sa muka ko kasi inopen ni mommy yung blinds curtain sa window ko.

"You wake up or I'll call your daddy downstairs and tell him you came home past your curfew last night ? "

My gee !

Tumayo na ko bago pa tumalikod si mommy .

"Alright mom you won ! " I raised my hands in defeat .

If my dad know that I stayed out too late last night I'll be grounded for a month !

Ayoko nga ma ground !

Nagcelebrate lang naman ako with some friends last night kasi yesterday pumasok na ulit si Smile.

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SMiLe's P.o.V.

(nice one dude)

I felt better the day I heard her sweet voice once again .

I miss her.

I really miss her.

And Sydney .

Well don't get me wrong, I love my girlfriend, yes I do, but I also love my baby girl.

Eyang is so important to me.

She's been there for me through thick and thin. Kahit minsan wala akong time sa kanya she always do simple things to make my day. Like every morning I wake up with her txt on my phone saying either 'good morning ' or 'have a great day ahead ' , sobrang nami miss ko na sya kaya kahit under observation pa ko i decided na pumasok na para makita sila .

Hindi ko inaasahan na sa pag pasok ko may sosorpresa pala sakin .

And it almost killed me .

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A/N :

Sorry for the long wait .
sobrang busy .
hope you like it :)

-CG