Part 5- Secrets

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Sorry I have not posted lately! I have had a lot of things going on with my family and plus the holidays.

I kept hearing knocking but the door was locked. I couldn't really see and I could feel something on me. I started to hear better, and I could hear Harry's voice. He was yelling, but I couldn't really move. 

Harry- Lena open the door! I am going to break it down if you don't

About 10 seconds later I hear...

Harry- 1..2..3! 

He broke down the door, and I could hear him gasp and start screaming. 

Harry- Lena please wake up! Please don't go! NIALLLL! 

He said crying. I slowly started moving.

Lena- Harry...don't leave me.

Harry- I won't just keep talking to me

Niall came in and imediantly started bandaging my arms to stop the bleeding.  He cleaned up the blood on the floor and changed my clothes. Harry layed me on my bed and layed beside me. He kept talking to me. 

Niall- What the fuck happened Harry?!

Harry- I honestly don't know she was talking to Louis and ran in here and slammed the door, and next thing I know she wouldn't let me in and I broke the door and saw her bleeding.

Niall- LOUIS TOMMILSON

Louis- What Niall?!

He said with red puffy eyes.

Niall- WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SISTER?!

Louis- I told her something and she freaked out! I don't know why man!

Harry- Hey guys can ya'll go solve that somewhere else because she is asleep.

Niall & Louis- Ok

Harry- Hey Lena you can sleep now they left.

He said cuddling me.

Lena- Harry?

Harry- Yes, Lena

Lena- Thank you

Harry kissed my lips and it was amazing! Fireworks eruppted once again and he gave me butterflies.

Harry- Hey umm I know we just sorta met but would you like to be my girlfriend?

Lena- Of course Harry! I'd love too

Harry- But we can't tell Niall He would kill me!

Lena- I know

We fell asleep about 5 minutes later. I woke up the next day and saw that I had 57 missed calls from mom. I decided to ignore it because she is the reason why I have all of those flashbacks. My mom was a drug addict, she would make me sell drugs, have sex, and more for money. She was the reason I ran away and started loving music.

I got in the shower got dressed and grabed my notebook and guitar. I had recently found a secret spot in the boys apartment. If you go to the basement and go to the storage closet there is a little board that you barley can see that is like sticking out. I go in the hiding spot and was once again struck by the awesomeness by it. It had LED lights around the room and I recently had gotton snacks for it. I started writing and about 30 minutes later I had wrote a song.

Someone You Loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain

Now the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you

Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Now the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

For now the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now the day bleeds into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

( I decided to go with Lewis Capaldi)

I called my best friend.

Kinzley :) 

Lena- Hey Girll

Kinzley- Hey babes how is it going

Lena- Good umm I just wrote a song and I wanted you to hear it. 

I sang her the song and she was amazed.

Kinzley- YOUR FREAKING AMAZING

Lena- Chill out!

Kinzley- Seriously but it was good! I gotta to go love ya byee!

Lena- Byeee

I got out of my hiding spot and I went upstairs to go to the mall. 

Skip the mall because it was boring

I got home and saw Niall at the door. Oh No! He has my song notebook!!!

Niall- What's this?

Lena- A notebook

Niall- Did you write these songs!?

Lena- Ya

Niall- Lena these are amazing!! When did you write Someone You Loved?

Lena- This morning. 

Niall- You have to show Simon!

Lena- Maybe later

I say as I go upstairs. I was tired so I went upstairs and fell asleep.

Hey guys! I hope you liked this chapter! Comment who she should end up with and if another celebrity will come! Words:919


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