lethal love / j.b

seven -tattoos and highlights

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"Babe wake up, were here" opening my eyes and looking around, the neon lights of many run down stores covered most of the street while Justin was parked outside a tattoo parlour. "Get your things ready, we're going to be here a while" opening his door Justin sprinted around to open the door for me, thinking of this kind gesture my mind slowly started warming up to him until he got the rope out of his pocket, sighing I got out and put my arms behind my back, his facial expression dropped when he seen what effect he had on me. "Look Casey if I could just let you go free I would but it's not possible for me because I love you. Without you I see no reason to live and I'd take 10 bullets for you because you are my life, and I know you may not feel it yet but you will, you will feel the same someday" turning my neck to see his green illuminated face from the neon lights I could see his face soften and tears form in his eyes.

"look I'm sorry but I won't feel the same, I mean I struggle with letting anyone in and I'm not going to let a random stranger in to my heart and to mess with my feelings, maybe if we met like normal people I don't know but I can't, I'm sorry" his eye slowly had one single tear fall from it while he wiped it away quickly trying to seem manly, his saddened face and emotions quickly turning to anger and frustration,

"YOU DONT GET IT DO YOU, IM NOT A STRANGER IVE KNOWN YOU FOR YEARS, IM THAT BOY THAT BLENDED INTO THE BACKGROUND, THE ONE NOBODY KNEW, IM THAT BOY WHO GOT PICKED ON AND WOULD GET MADE FUN OFF, IM THE VICTIM, BUT I TURNED MY LIFE AROUND, I ACCIDENTLY WOULD BUMP INTO YOU ON A DAILY BASIS YET YOU STILL PAYED ME NO ATTENTION, YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE GAVE ME A CHANCE IF YOU SEEN ME AND MET ME NORMALLY BECAUSE NOT THAT LONG AGO I WAS A NOBODY, BUT IM A SOMEBODY NOW, MY NAMES KNOWN IN MOST HOUSES AND FAMILY HOMES, IM CONSTANTLY BEING BROADCASTED ON THE NEWS AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT I DONE ALL THE SHIT I HAVE IN MY LIFE JUST SO YOU WOULD FUCKIN KNOW I EXSISTED BECAUSE ALL THIS WAS FOR YOU." his grip tightened on my arm as he pulled me inside, "YOU BETTER FUCKIN BEHAVE" scowling at me I realised how quick his temper can snap, one minute a calm ass person and the next and angry ass lil shit who cares about no ones feelings apart from himself and I would always be in the crossfire, his words like stones constantly hitting me until one day I crack and fall.

Once we entered the store the strong smell of ink and marijuana hit me attacking my nose and lungs. A bulky broad man came round the corner to the counter, his tattoos on show from his tight white tank top and denim jacket with no arms proving that what ever was going to happen this man had no style at all.
"Justin my man, how are you?" Walking round the counter him and Justin shared a bro hug.
"It's been years tony I remember coming here 16 and getting my first tattoo and drag, but any way my girl needs a makeover, I want her unrecognisable, I can't afford the police coming to find us." the broad man who I'm guessing is called Tony looked me over, I can give her a few tattoos, maybe dye her hair and I can get Maria to come over and do her make up, did I tell you I got married bro she fucks like a porn star" Justin laughed at Tony's remark and all I could think was how dumb and pathetic they actually sounded.
Taking my hand tony pulled me through the back of his counter and up the stairs
"is there any certain tattoo you want dear or any kind of design"
struggling to think of something Justin came over and whispered something to tony, not long after tony began inking me. Feeling the pointy needle attack my skin I took in a sharp breath and gripped onto the side of the chair hearing laughs from the boys at my reaction.
Looking at my arm a lily was imprinted onto my skin as well as a clear heart, whispering to tony again he sniffled a laugh and tony pulled my chair back so my chest was close to where he was working

"Babe pull up your shirt" looking at Justin like he had grown two heads I laughed at his stupidity in him thinking I would uncover my self

"I'm not stripping in front of complete strangers" Justin laughed while Tony got up and left us alone, "I'm doing the tattoo and its not as if I've never seen you before, remember you were unconscious for a while and I did have to change your clothes." looking at him shocked he sat down and pulled my shirt up to my rib cage, turning the machine on again I felt the cold sharp needle attack my skin again except this time I could tell Justin was trying to be more gentle in doing it. Looking down I seen him slowly draw on numbers onto my chest "12/12/13" wondering what that number signified he looked at me and answered my question as if he read my mind, "it's the date I knew I fell in love with the most beautiful girl on this planet" my cheeks turning red he moved down to just above my hip bone and began his attack down there. This time it was over faster and when I looked down the words "jb's property" we're Initialled onto my skin. Laughing at him I slowly got up and made my way past him down to tony again.
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Stepping back the red haired girl admired her work she done to my face and looking at myself I honestly looked presentable, she applied my eye shadow to give off a smokey eye effect and lined my eyes thinly but yet beautifully with her liquid eyeliner. Moving behind me she began to mess with my hair.

"Honey what colour do you want your hair to be?" Messing my hair up she took me into the bathroom and began to wash it, " I think we'll go with blonde, we don't want you going drastically from brown to a red, too suspicious." Taking me back she began to start with the dye to change me completely. Walking down the stairs she left me completely alone and looking around me all the windows were boarded up. There was literally no escape. Closing my eyes I drifted of to sleep seeing as my sleep pattern was constantly disrupted and hoped that everything happening me right now was a dream.
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Waking up to the feeling of my hair being ripped out of my scalp was not and I can tell you it isn't the best feeling to wake up to. Maria got the brush and hair dryer and slowly began to dry and curl my hair, looking at myself in the mirror and I honestly didn't know my self, I didn't know who I was because I actually looked beautiful for once, and it was the best feeling for me. It really made me feel great about myself as I continued to stare at the stranger In front of me. Turning around to thank Maria my eyes began to well up and she hugged me
"I'm sorry you don't like it do you, I can try to fix it, I can change it back." shaking my head at her I explained why I was crying and she hugged me tighter "you've always been beautiful and I've just changed your hair honey remember that your perfect, I bought some clothes for you because I know what your going through right now, because it happened to me, and I wished someone done this for me but you've got a man who will spoil you like Tony spoils me." she laughed to her self while she went and got the bag full of clothes she bought. Pulling out a tight red dress I put it on and found a pair of black wedges she put in the bag as well slipping them on to my feet making me grow from my 5'3 height to 5'8. Looking at myself in the mirror the dress hugged my body tightly making my curves stand out more and I hugged Maria again,
"Thank you so much but how did you learn to love him?" She laughed a little before she answered with a serious tone

"I loved him from the start but wouldn't admit it, he literally took a bullet for me and I fell in love with him all over again, except this time I allowed myself to and we got married, but just know Justin chose you, he could have took any girl but he chose you because he really truly does love you Casey and right now you might think you don't love him but in time you need to and should accept it."

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I updated *macklemore thrift shop plays in background* what what what what
But anyway I reached 4k reads and literally this story is like one of the only things I like in doing in my spare time rn and I have a load of plot twists ready and FRICKLE FRACKLE SCENES BUT JS DINT EXPECT TO MUCH BC HUGE ASS VIRGIN JS JS PLUS SORRY FOR THE SHITTY CHAPTER

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- an update on my life Is im going canoeing tomorrow with my school aye party, let's hope I survive bc I can't swim okay bye