lethal love / j.b

nine - headaches and regrets

^brownie points bc the picture goes with the start of the chapter

Song of the chapter // Georgia - Vance Joy

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opening my eyes to the dimly lit room I looked around me as the memories of last night came flooding into my mind.

Shit.

looking over I saw a half naked justin lying beside me with his arm wrapped securely around my waist. I tried to remember if I had actually done anything with him but nothing came back to me. All I could remember was getting wasted and kissing justin.

Shit. Oh shit. I kissed him I fuckinng kissed. Trying to squirm away from his touch he tightened his grip around me, pulling me back into his chest. Fuck what all did I do with him, wrecking my hungover head for answers I couldn't remember anything. I'm pretty sure I blanked out. Attempting to move again justin shuffled beside me yet again tightning his grip.
"Stop fucking moving" his thick raspy voice filled the room as he drifted off into sleep again. Hell no bro your letting me go. Turning around I whacked his back hoping he would finally get up. Opening his eyes he narrowed them at me before he laughed
"What the fucck was that for?" Letting me go he sat up , rubbed his eyes and ran his hand through his hair,
"You were fuckingg touching and hugging me and I need to pee badly" scrunching my nose up jokingly he smirked before staring at me
"You didn't mind me touching you last night" cringing at his comment he rolled onto his stomach to try and get more sleep. I had to ask it sooner or later I mean I had to know how big of a slut I had became.

Clearing my throat he looked up again and I asked what must have been the worst question I've asked in my life.
"What exactly happened last night Justin?" Looking at me he ruffled his hair again before asking me if I honestly couldn't remember. A look of disappointment over came his face as he stared down into his palms,

"Well we came here for I guess a party, I thought if we came here it would take your mind of the whole kidnap thing and then you got really drunk like I mean really drunk, you downed more than me Casey.." laughing he looked up at me again.
"Then you came onto me and you were falling over yourself and it was funny as fucck but you weren't yourself so I brought you up here to my old room and I was going to leave you but then you pounced on me like, like a tiger when it sees it food and I guess we made out"
Looking over at him he was smiling at himself before his face froze again, his happiness replaced with anger and coldness. "but you threw up and passed out before anything happened don't worry" getting out off the bed I looked down to see I was in somebody's t shirt and only a t shirt.
"it's mine Casey" turning around to justin he sat with a frown on his face, not even making eye contact with me.

(A/n just realised in this book justin is a moody ass bitch #sorry)

Grabbing Maria's bag of clothes I made my way into the ensuite of Justin's bedroom. Closing the door I hopped into the shower washing my body which stank, the last time I showered being two days ago. Throwing on a tank top and a pair of leggings I completed my outfit with the black converse I had been wearing when Justin took me and left the shower. Sitting on the bed fully clothed he didn't even look at me, his eyes constantly fixed in the carpet. Im pretty sure he was always a moody dick so I ignored him while I put my bag of clothes into my suitcase.
"We're taking a break from our road trip and were going camping tonight with Ryan and his chick so get everything together." Leaving the room he left me alone. He was being so cold towards me, and I didn't know what the actual duck I did to him. Hauling my suitcase down the stairs I met Justin talking with the boy who I'm guessing was Ryan and some blonde girl

"Hey I'm Ashley" the blonde smiled at me holding out her hand, shaking it politely I could see Justin's face lighten from the corner of my eye before it turned cold again. Sighing I hauled my bag out with Ashley, she seemed nice and lightened the mood around me seeing as justin was being a dick.

- (sorry trying to not make this chapter boring seeing as it's a filler lol)

Pulling up to the forest I slowly felt the feeling of relief fill me. The whole car ride had been nothing but awkward silence. Justin didn't glance at me or acknowledge me. His focus always ahead of him. Stopping the car at a clearing we walked around before he held his hand out to me, his mood had clearly lightened as he offered me his hand. Gripping it I walked with him as he pulled me along . Bringing me to a field of flowers he pulled me down to sit beside him before lying back.

"we going to be here for a few days we need to lie low." pausing he looked around and laughed.

"Me and Ryan, we used to come here every few months. When we were younger we would camp right where we are camping right now, we'd play football here, practise our tricks." Stopping he laughed before continuing

"This one time I tackled Ryan so bad he sprained his ankle" laughing at his assault he continued rambling on before he came to a stop, getting up he pulled my arm slowly slipping his hand down my arm and sliding it into my hand

"I have one more place I have to show you Casey" dragging me behind him he jogged ahead, it was like walking a dog seriously ,the way he pulled me.

Stopping quickly I looked around to see what he had stopped at. There was a small grassy cliff. Pulling me over to the edge he sat down and below us lay a lake. Its blue waters sparkling from the sun splitting though the trees and shining onto it. The cliff had small daisies growing around it as he lay back again, his back arms balancing him.

"So what's the story for this place then?" looking at the man lying down in front of me he picked up a daisy and began pulling of its petals.

"This is where my parents got together, where he proposed to my mom and this is where my mom told him she was having me." looking around I smiled at his memories before he interrupted me again
"and this is where I want to marry you Casey, this is where I want to proclaim my love to you and be forever yours, this is where I want to become your man one day." looking up to me he smiled, and started to tear another daisy up.

Minutes passed before any off us spoke just taking in the scenery.

"It's beautiful isn't it." Picking me up he started to strip.

"We're jumping in Casey so start stripping" taking off his joggers he took off his socks just standing in front off me in his underwear. Raising his eyebrow at me, I stripped off my clothes as he wolf whistled at me. Coming over he gripped my hand and walked over to the cliff before he counted down jumping in and pulling me in with him. Opening my eyes I looked under the water to see justin staring at me, swimming over to me he plunged under the water again meeting my face before placing a quick kiss to my lips, pulling back both of us rose our heads from under the water before he smiled at me.

"I love you Casey, and I don't care who knows, your the only girl I'll ever love, I'm in love with your smile, with your personality, I'm in love with the way your eyes light up when you get what you want. I guess I'm just completely and utterly in love with you and your imperfections."

"I guess your cool" smirking at my comment he playfully hit my shoulder

"I mean I guess your cool too Casey"

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#jasey feels always get me. Anyway I didn't want them to get together this quickly but I mean this shizzle happens anyway

THIS IS ONLY A FILLER CHAPTER SO SORRY ITS BAD LIKE IVE JUST RAN OUT OF IDEAS SOZ BUT THERES GOING TO BE BIG DRAMA IN LIKE THE NEXT TWO CHAPTERS BC LIL TWIST. IM GONNA STOP BC IT WILL GIVE IT AWAY

Vote and comment if you want to bear hug Justin bc I want to and who alls been watching Justin on Ellen bc #cutie

Sorry for the amount of times I swore oops

Anyway bye and remember to give me feedback :p