Mislead By Love

Ill be on my way 🦋

ARI : After fully waking up I went on to finding Kai. I knew we were going to have to talk about the situation.  I haven't been telling anybody about what goes on inside that house , not even  Dym nor shanti. Thinking of them I really should contact them if I just had my phone. 
  Walking through the halls looking around in his house. It didn't really seem like a home. Just a house no pictures or anything. So deep into my thoughts I walked right into a door. It actually wasn't a white door like the rest it was red and had KAI , in big black letters on the front. "Well here goes nothing" I silently said to myself and I knocked on the door. Hearing a faint "come in" .. I continued into the room. It was beautiful. Very clean and spacious , he had a king size bed and boy did it look comfy. I was slapped out of my thoughts when I heard Kai say "um are you gonna completely come in?" .. "oh yea , I actually.. I uh well.. I know we have a lot to talk about but I just wanted to know if I could take a quick shower and if you had anything I could put on." I said looking at my feet.  I don't even know why I was acting this way. I guess you could say I was nervous. "Yea , your right we have a lot to talk about." He said getting up and getting me a a white T-shirt and a fresh pair of his underwear. He handed me the soap and a wash rag , along with the close.  "Thank you , am I showering in here or ..." I asked looking at my feet. "Well you could but there's also a shower in the room you were in. Stop lookin at ya feet ma , my eyes up here" he said taking his finger and letting up my head , and then I met his eyes. "Umm okay well.. I'm gonna jus go shower in your bathroom since ill just end up back in here" I said not leaving his gaze. "Take ya take" he said with a wink.  Is he Flirting with me or something sheesh i questioned myself.

Kai : after I gave her everything she needed for her shower and let her walk away I cursed myself remember I needed to give her a tooth Brush. I'll just wait until I hear the water turn off or something. I thought to myself.  It's really eating me up how it seems Ari is taking this so easy like she's been through it. She was right when she said we were gonna talk. I have a feeling she's not gonna want to open up to me but I'll just have to try my best. I want this man dead. I jumped up to walk to the bathroom to give her the tooth brush I opened to door and quickly shut it. She was definitely naked I'm stupid. I dropped to tooth brush in the process.  She's gonna hate me now.

Ari : as I'm getting out of the shower I hear the door open but before I could grab my towel we lock eyes and I see his eyes traveling before he closed the door and I let out a Yelp.  Did he do that on purpose? I thought to myself. I have to get out of here if that's what he was tryna to get out of me why even save me.. I thought as tears ran down my face.  I wiped them up and got dressed.  And walked out of the bathroom and stood in-front of his bed not looking at him. I was embarrassed that he seen my body and my whelps and bruises along side of my ugly body.  "Ari I didn't mean to - I was jus tryna give you your tooth brush" he said sounding genuinely sorry. "It's fine Kai, I'm not even trippin jus plz don't ask .." I said with my head still down.  "Pick up your head Ariel. Let's talk. Are you hungry ? Or do you want to talk first" he asked. "I'll talk first I'm not really hungry. Have you seen my phone?" I asked. " no we will have to get you a new one. In the mean time.. how long has this been goin on , why haven't you said anything ? Does Dym and shanti know about this ? I have so many questions" he said with rage in his eyes. I backed up and sat on the floor getting ready to tell him the story and why. " well.. a while ago maybe 7 years ago. When I was ten , my mother she was really depressed my father left her. He's in jail is all I know but .. she got really depressed and started doing drugs. She started being nasty towards me .. I just let it happen because we all grieve differently but over the years it started getting worse. Some times she would even hit me and have men that she would sleep with touch me. I was only 13 at the time. I didn't have anybody to run to at such a young age so I just didn't say anything." I said looking down letting the tears slide down my face. I looked up and Kai was jus looking at my so intensely. "As I got older I did eventually meet my friends but I never said anything. I would just hold it all in. Wear long sleeve clothing in the summer just to cover up the bruises.  One day my mother brought in a man.. the man that was about to rape me. When I was 14 she brought him around and he was one of the men who where around more than others. He would always give me dirty looks and make sly comments. He started beating me around 15. And I'm 16 now so you see where I'm at" 

KAI : I looked at her. She looked so helpless it hurt me. She finished speaking and was sobbing so I got up and picked her up. "It's okay , your strong. You made it through all of this and you continue to wake  up everyday and put a smile on your face." I said gently putting her on the bed and getting in behind her. She tensed up against me so I took my hand and slowly rubbed her stomach. I don't know what to do at this moment so I jus did what I thought was best. "Thank you Kai , I know I may seem stubborn but with what I've been goin through I just put my guard up" she said sleepily. Soon after I heard light snores and I let sleep take over my body.