I said to the window, to the wall
My nigga ride when I call
Got bitches all in my mind
Fuck nigga blocking my shine
I know the reason you feel the way
I know just who you wan' be
So everyday I thank the man upstairs
That I ain't you and you ain't me
Get off my dick, woah
~J. Cole
-----------------Chapter 1-----------------
I'm looking for a way out of this situation right now. My friends are standing next to me scared as hell and I'm just looking around for a vent or something to just run to and crawl in. There's no way out of this mess dammit. I finally give up and decide to hear what bullshit my teacher has to say.
Ms. Hawin- Silay, I am so disappointed in you! I thought you were a good gir-
Well bitch you thought wrong. I cannot stop looking at the way she's waving my weed all around the place acting like it's not going to fall out the bag. I need some sort of distraction so I can just run away. I look at Reggie and try to signal a message. I tried tapping my foot, I tried shaking my hands a bit, then I bend down to pick up something and of course I finally get his attention. Bitch. I eye my teacher in a way that Reggie understood what I wanted from him. He gets out his seat and just starts going through Ms. Hawin's desk. Ms. Hawin turns around and runs toward Reggie like she's hiding something in there. Wonder what it is but now I gotta go. I ran out the classroom and up the stairs, a couple janitors were walking by so I slowed down and acted casual. Nigga looked at me and just had to ask some questions.
Mr. James-Excuse me ma'am, but where are you going at this time?
Silay- Bathroom.. uhh girl emergencies...
He looked me up and down and gave me a crooked smile. He leaned toward me and pinned me to the wall.
Mr. James- You're real pretty you know that?
Silay- Haha yeah my dad tells me that every morning... uhh I really gotta go-
Mr. James- Girl you're not on your period I know what you're like when you are!
Silay- Uhhh
Yo I think this guy is drunk.
Mr. James- Listen her girly.
He presses against me on the wall and I can't do anything about it because, he's too strong. All buff and no brains, SAD.
Silay- What do you want from me?
Mr. James- You know what I want baby!
The other janitor comes in and starts unbuckling my pants while the first janitor unbuckles his own. Mr. James. Drunk, tough, and always gets what he wants. Fuck my life.
Mr. James- Mighty fine pannies you got there sweety.
Aww fuck you Victoria Secrets.
He gives me this ugly ass smile and his breath gets all up in my nose. He looks me up and down again and looks if the hallway is cleared. He shoved his hand in my pants and tongue kisses me. The alcohol he's been drinking is so strong! Does this count as second hand drinking? I don't even try to push him away because, he's like a bomb -- could blow any minute now -- I do try to take his hand out though and he starts to laugh.
Mr. James- We need to go somewhere private.
Silay- Mmm I think not. WE need to go our separate ways.
Mr. James- Shuuuuddduuuppp
I want to cry right now, but at the same I want to laugh because, I'm just looking at this other janitor and he's just standing there jacking off.
He drags me to the janitor's closet and looks the door. But it's just us two, the other janitor had to clean up a mess near the lockers.
Mr. James- *Exhales* finally alone huh?
His breath is killing me right now. I could die from his breath and the fumes of all these chemicals in this claustrophobic area. Mr. James pulls down his boxers and smirks. I'm actually surprised how big it was. His penis looked about 9in long and 1 1/2in wide. He jacks off a little and pulls out a roach spray.
