𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒; 𝐃𝐀𝐁𝐈 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂 𝟏/𝟐

Chapter 18

(Recap)

"If you can't control yourself over simple dumb shit how the fuck are you going to when you go out in public?" I question myself.

I make my way back to the room, before plopping on the bed. "Oh my god." I say as I let out a long sigh.

"Okay, remember. This is only temporary." I say and before I know it, I fall asleep.

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Turning over for the millionth time tonight, I check my phone to see it's 9 am.

Sitting up, I sigh as I have another day of hero work.

Making my way to the bathroom, I wash my face. Staring at my reflection, I wonder where the old me went. I hop in the shower, taking my time to think about my time since I've been with Dabi.

Sighing, I hop out the shower draping a towel over me.

I exit the bathroom and put my hero costume on. I make my way out the room and enter the kitchen. Opening the fridge, I see some eggs and pancakes that peak my interest.

"Okay." I mutter to myself.

Making the eggs and pancakes, I sit at the island and stab my food with my fork.

Dropping my fork on the plate, I run a hand down my face. "Fuck." I mumble to myself. Why is my head mixed up. I can't focus and I can't even eat food that I just made.

Taking my fork, I stab it into the pancake. Stuffing the food in my mouth I chew and force it down.

Breathing out, I stand and run to the trash can before throwing up the very food I just ate.

"Y/N, what the fuck is wrong with you?" I say tears stream down my face. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." I say as more vomit comes up my throat.

I grab a napkin, wiping my face. Sighing, I grab another napkin wiping my tears.

Walking out the house, I continue to walk down the street.

"All you have to do is patrol and then you're done." I say to myself.

Looking at my phone, I see El calling. "El?" I say.

"Y/N, are you okay?" El asks, "It sounds like you're tired and were.. crying?"

"No, I'm fine. I just didn't get enough sleep last tonight. What's up?" I say dismissing her accusations.

"Well, Dabi came to my place last night. He seemed stressed so I wanted to check up on you." El says concerned. "I don't know if you guys had a fight or something, but you both seem like shit."

I laugh softly, "Thanks, El. I was actually try to seem like diarrhea today, but tomorrow is always better."

El laughs over the phone, "Y/N, whatever you and Dabi went through, you have to hurry and clean it up. You guys have to go out on  date tomorrow and it would be weird if the atmosphere was tense."

I sigh, knowing she was right. "Okay, where is he now?" I say as I continue to patrol. Today has been a pretty quiet day, not that I'm complaining.

"I don't know. He left before I could wake up." El says. "He might be on his way home, so by the time you get there, he would probably be home."

"Okay, thanks El." I say getting ready to hang up.

"Oh and Y/N," El says halting me in my actions. "Be careful, okay?"

"Of course." I say. El gives a small laugh and then hangs up.

I continue to walk  around the city since there really wasn't much I could do.