depressed chara x sans

Hope, Despair I Don't Care

Chara pov

I finally woke up in a good condition I saw sans sleeping at his chair again I slowly stood up so sans wouldn't wake up and go to the kitchen

There was a knife there... Its good ill just go and run to snowdin forest, yeah the gate of the ruins ill die right there

I took the knife and ran I opened the door and sans woked up and I shut it and ran

Ran as fast as I can tears coming in my eyes, I don't want this inside is hell and so does outside I don't know where to go I don't want to exist

I just want to get erased

Sans pov

Shit the kid ran, I wore my jacket again anfld try to follow her yet I've lost her it was a blizzard outside so the foot prints are all gone
But she went in that direction maybe she went to the ruins

I teleported to the gate and saw her about to stab herself crying

Sans:K KID WAIT

chara:WHAT DO YOU WANT

She screamed, there were blue tears forming in my eyes now

Sans:d don't do this please I'm begging you

Chara:BUT ISN'T THIS WHAT YOU WANTED?! ISN'T THIS WHAT EVERYONE WANTED, YOU ALL WANTED M DEAD AND NOW YOUR SHOWING ME SYMPATHY?! PLEASE JUST LET ME DO THIS FOR YOY

sans:NO I WON'T STOP NOW
I ran and pushed her and we both fell in the snow I took chara's arms and pinned her down the blade was still with her

I waited for her to attack but she didn't, I opened my eyes and she was crying and sobbing

Chara:p please..... What do you want?! *sob* do you w want to b bully me more, do you want to hurt me before I die forever well do it now I don't care anymore *sobs*

Sans:NO KID STOP, I I'm sorry okay please don't do this some one cares for you okay

Chara:WHO FRISK?! SHE CAN JUST COPE WITH IT, SO TELL ME INE PERSON OTHER THAN FRISK THAT STILL CARES FOR ME, TELL ME NO-

sans:ME I CARE, I CARE FOR YOU

After that there was silence, chara eyes was wide open and I blushed when I said that but it won't be noticed since it's still snowing

Chara:no.....youre just saying that

There were no highlights in her eyes, she isn't crying or reacting, she looks emotionless

Sans:I'm not lying... Please come home with me

She pushed me off and stood up still holding her knife pointing to her chest and started to cry again

Chara:sans..... Just let me die please

Sans:no please I I don't want too

Chara:do you think a person like me would care, after all you blame me, everyone did why would you care too a demon huh

I stood up and got closer to her, and she closed her eyes I just hugged her fast as tears are now going through her jacket

Sans:well your not I cha-ra For you heh..... Please I'm here ill help you okay how about this I'll go be with you for 3 m months and if I fail then..... You can continue

I regret saying that, I don't want her to go after knowing the truth

Chara:...... Okay

She hugged me back now I'm scared to let go

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