I think I love you more ( Obito x Rin )

Maybe I still got a chance

Rin's POV

I still can't get it out of my head. I should know that they are couple since they were meeting up often. I should know that.....

.At least Obito could told me that he have a girlfriend. We are best friends so why would he hide it ? Why would he hurt me like that ? But I'm not suprised that much. He probably knew that I had feelings for Kakashi for the long time so he found someone who he can love. Obito never loved me in the first place. But still he could told me. I know I would have broken heart even if he told me but at least I would accept that. I can't accept it now.

 Does he not believe me anymore ? 

Maybe......

He changed after all. 

Obito you liar.

 You said that we will not hide anything from each other.I can't even face him now. But unfortunately I see him almost every day when I'm walking by. He would always notice me and would come to me closer. He is always saying things like we need to talk or that he is very sorry but I'm not buying that. It's too late to explain everything. I  run away from him but since he is way faster than me he soon catched up and again start with his talk like please listen to me Rin. But no I'm not listening. The last time we've met I said that if he would continue bothering me then I would slap him. He took it as a serious answer and stopped following me. But that was obvious lie. I wouldn't slap him. I wouldn't slap him even if I had to. I would never did that since I care a lot about him. I still deeply care about him. I still love him but I know there will be nothing between us anymore. 

I heard everything. 

I heard everything about that marriage. 

Everyone would be suprised if that happened to them but not for me. Nothing could suprise me anymore. At least I wanted to give him some advice about women's. I loved Kakashi the most so I knew Obito would end up with someone else. I'm asking myself: Why didn't I loved him since we were kids ? 

He was kind unlike Kakashi. 

He was funny unlike Kakashi. 

He always appreciate my company unlike Kakashi.

 But Kakashi changed too but now he is way better . 

Kind, funny and friendly just like Obito.

Yes I was blind. Way too blind to see those good traits Obito has. Maybe he would accept my feelings if I would confess my love to him when we were kids. But that's probably impossible. 

I can't change the past.

 I can't change Obito. 

Ugh my head hurts. I will go for a walk, maybe it will help to refresh my head.Hmm but where should I go ? It doesn't really matter.

 Obito will not be there anymore and if I would see him, I can always turn my back and leave.

 Yes it's simple. 

Cold wind is blowing but I don't mind that. Sun is setting already.

 Beautiful. Truly beautiful. 

I heard some giggling and noticed bunch of couples.

 They really got that nerve to flirt in front of me. Irk mark appeared on my head and I hurried somewhere else.

 When I was far enough I was close to some girl sitting on a bench alone.

 Rin ? Airi asked.

 Airi ? It's her. What is she doing here ? All by herself.