Dajha Pov
A break? A fucking break? Who the fuck does that anymore? You either try to work things out or break the fuck up. I was pretty much furious at the moment. I couldn't function. All I saw was red. All I wanted to do was break shit. A break thou? I started laughing out loud that she actually things I'm going to wait for her. As I'm walking towards the kitchen. My door bell ring. I'm praying to God that it's not her at the door, because if it is... Ima just slam the door in her face. I look through the peep hole once I reach and ask.
"Yo who there?"
"It's Kyla. Open up girl. I have to peep!"
I was glad it wasn't Bonnie. I open the door as she rush pass me heading to the bathroom. I then close the door with the luck on it. I walk to the bathroom and said.
"I thought you were staying at ya man's tonight?"
I could hear her pee. I swear it sounded like a river fall in there She sigh and reply.
"Nah I can't be there alone. I mean... I don't want to be alone!"
"Oh OK I understand!"
"You want me to leave? You and Bonnie need some privacy?"
"Nah. Me and Bonnie over!"
She flush the toilet and all I heard after that was.
"WHAT?"
It echoed through the entire house. She open the door look at me in disbelief. Shake her head and washing her hands, she says.
"No seriously... WHAT?"
I smile nodding yes. She still didn't believe me. We walk back into the living room as she ask.
"What the fuck happened? When y'all was over Keith's y'all were... I mean the neighbors could hear y'all! So how y'all went from screwing to breaking up? Is it because of what blabber mouth said? I mean... I'm still shock myself!"
I could only smile. I walk into the kitchen pour us out some red wine. I then hand her the glass saying.
"Actually... She wants us to go on a break! And I don't know... I don't know!"
"A break? Who do that anymore? You either break up or try to fix things!"
"Same shit I said. But she wants to be apart from me so that I'll see how good I had it!"
She pause. Whenever she pauses it means something. So I sat down and said.
"What? Say it Ky. Don't pause. Speak!"
She smile place the glass onto the table and said openly.
"OK. I've been telling you since you've started dating Bonnie... That she's a good chick. She's not completely wrong for wanting her space. You've fucked up. I mean your still talking to Karrine and on top of that... You fucked Cameron! Like seriously? Sis you have a problem! I know that. I've been riding with you for years so I get it. But she's only been with you for a year and some months. So she doesn't completely get you! You know?"
I sat in complete silence. I don't know what to do or what to say at this point. Yes I fucked up, Ima fucked up person. I can't help it, that's one of my flaws. I finish my wine as she ask curiously.
"Why are you still talking to Karrine by the way?"
I didn't have the answer for that. I ask myself that question every day. I sat back in the chair putting the glass down saying.
"She has....She knows my weakness! I gave her my heart! Yes she cheated, yes we weren't stable... But the minute I'm alone with her... I just... I lose myself!"
