𝙑𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝘼𝙣𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙓 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

daunting

pairings: sasuke x reader

warnings: smut, angst, unprotected sex, facefucking/oral degradation/rough sex, unplanned pregnancy, (takes place during sasuke's redemption)

genre: smut, fluff, bit of angst?

word count: 2993

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"We shouldn't do this," Sasuke's voice is a hum, a flash of light in the darkness. He kneels between your legs, eyes dark as coal as he slides your panties down past your legs and place them in his pocket. He makes no effort to stop, maybe because you're one of his many vices or maybe because he didn't mean it. You're unsure, so you shrug - nimble fingers tugging at his hair and drawing him closer to you. Too close..far too close. "Eat me out, and shut up please," you complain, used to his sullen behavior too well by now. He looks up at you, rolling his eyes but he does as you ask. His tongue is graceful like he is, licking your clit steadily, hands hold your hips to the bed. His possession is annoying, and obvious, the way they dig into the flesh of your hips and the hunger in his eyes, that should light a fire in you but it's amiss. You wanted him to shut up, and you hope fucking his face like this would get him too. It did, but he found a way to get on your nerves like always. Sasuke parts your thighs, using his fingers to tease you before fingering you. He's too gentle for your taste, so you pull his hair a little harder and he scoffs. It was always like this with you, so he has no room to be surprised but his annoyance is clear. 

He goes faster, deeper, pressing the pads of his fingers up towards your g-spot and sucking your clit softly. Better - your responses let him know this is what you want but only because you were avoidant like he was. You shouldn't be doing this together, both of you know that but you'd both be lying if you said it wasn't worth the risk. Ego is a drug you both got high on at times like this, the secrecy suffocating but necessary. You cum onto Sasuke's fingers and he smiles between your legs. You rest your desire to smack the look off of his face as you sit up and Sasuke stands - pulling his pants down past his hips and letting his dick spring free. He's well groomed despite the fact he's on the road the way he is, a trail of black hairs down his stomach then a tuft of it that's well kept and short. Your hands are nimble, letting spit fall onto his tip and looking up at him with fierce eyes. He looks at you irritated, hooking a finger into your mouth and forcing your jaw open, shoving his cock to the back of your throat with welcome force. You smile at him approvingly. "You're too much," he has a level of disgust in his voice that does turn you on. It didn't matter if he meant it or not - it was him saying it and it made you feel good. You get off too much on getting on his nerves, and he loves letting you more than he's okay with admitting. You feel him pull your hair, forcing your expression at him as he clicks his teeth. You scrape your teeth lightly around his shaft, a hand coming down on your face as he looks at you seriously.

"Don't, slut," he sneers and you grin. Gotcha.

Sasuke facefucks you like he hates you and wants you to suffocate. He doesn't hate you and would be absolutely destitute if you ever did anything of the sort, but that's far beyond the point. Only you can bring it out in him, and as much it makes him feel conflicted he finds relief in treating you this way. You find relief in letting him, hitting the back of your throat with the head of his cock just threatening his orgasm each time. He doesn't wipe the tears from your face, he doesn't stop to check on you too soon, and he doesn't look at you adoringly. He fucks you like he hates you, and you take it like you've been waiting for him to say just that. It's far from that, on both ends but that subject is too nuanced to discuss in full in any case. The short version is that Sasuke is fucking stupid and you stopped having Sasuke-kun syndrome the second you became an adult. You weren't going to chase him, initiate affection, or anything else of the sort until he grew out of whatever phase he seemed to be stuck in. You were willing to put in the effort, and the time but what would come of such effort with someone who seemed to be willing to drop off the face of the earth whenever you were mentioned?