Help Me || Ashton Irwin

chapter 3: Dad?

AN:/ I wanted to say sorry I have not updated in years, I have had no idea what to write and still don't but I'm going to try, and THANK YOU FOR 100+ READS!!!!! x

Alex's POV
"Dad?" I didn't know what to say, questions flooding through my brain, why is he here? why is mum back with him?
"Hello baby girl" he stepped closer to me, I hid behind Luke.
"Don't be scared" but he knew all to well I wasn't scared I was terrified.
*flashback*
I just got home from school, it was ok today I like school usually but I hate going home, I hate seeing him, my abuser, the person who makes me self harm. My "dad"
"You're late home Alex, I said be here at exactly 3:30. it's 3:35" I knew that I wouldn't be waking up tomorrow with no bruises or anything. He walks up to me and firmly wraps he hand tightly around my small wrist. If only Luke knew what was happening to his sister while he was at band practice. My dad tripped me over and my head came into contact with the floor as he dragged me by my wrist up the stairs. He pulled me up by grabbing a chunk of my blonde hair and yanking it up, and punching my stomach, the pain was unbearable I broke down.
"stop. crying. you.little. shit" he said to me in between kicks. He picked me up and threw me on the ground in my room. As I got undressed I looked at myself in my mirror. Bruised. Fat. Ugly. I got dressed in my pyjamas and rolled up my sleeve and dug my hand under my mattress and pulled out my blade. I slowly drag it across my wrist and watch the blood ooze out. Could my life be anyworse, my bestest friend is dead, my own father beats me and my mum is always out getting drunk and Luke is always out. I decided to go to nap considering I won't be getting fed tonight. I curled up in a ball on my bed and went into thought. Wouldn't my life be much better if I was with my Best friend. Livvy is my best friend, in 2008 she went missing, she was supposed to be coming round for a sleepover at Chloe's house but she never got there, in 2010 they claimed to have found a body and it was later on in the year they classified it as Livvy. That changed my life, I wouldn't eat, go out or sleep. I want to be with her, I want to Rest In Peace not Live In Hell.
*end of flashback*

A/N This was basically a little filler on Alex's background, sorry it wasn't long but I have no idea what to write, if you have any requests message me or comment and also you can message me also if you want to be included in the story I will add some of you guys if you want to be included
xoxo
Maddy