I will never forget you. {A YiZhan Oneshot}

~I will never forget you~

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Hello, Xiao Zhan here. Sorry I missed your call um leave a message after the beep and I'll get you back as soon as possible.

*BEEP*

Hey!

It's me.

Um...I'm kinda glad that you didn't pick up.
Not that I don't want to hear your voice...

I do, zealously.

I actually did call to just hear your voice...but your voice recording was enough.

I know it's been over two weeks since we last talked.

And....you must be wondering why I left so suddenly, no notes, no explanations, no goodbyes..

I guess this call was a,
no, this call is a goodbye Zhan.

If you are thinking that I broke up with you then let me tell you that I did not.

And I miss you.

I've been thinking about you everyday.

Thinking about our love, the kisses we shared, your soft touches, warm beds, morning breaths, breakfast together, midnight talks, long drives, and everything that's been missing in my life from the past two weeks.

I miss being around you, hearing your laugh, holding your hand, kissing your mole -oh it still tempts me just to think about it-
I think of you everyday.

I hope and I wish that you're doing okay and please for my sake, don't drown yourself in alcohol, you know how much I hate smell of liquor in the house.
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Hahaha!!!
What the fuck am I even saying, it's not like I'll be living in that house anymore.

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Well, coming to the main reason for this call, I won't be seeing you again Zhan ge.

Now before you react, listen to me, will you?

You must remember two weeks back I went to Beijing to meet my brother...

I..
Umm I did not go to meet him.

I actually went to visit a doctor.

You told me that I was being forgetful those days and not only you, a lot of people told me that I was constantly forgetting things.

Where I kept my phone? If I locked the door? Whether I signed the files? I kept thinking that I remembered and that I'd done it but people told me otherwise.

Um. So..yeah.. I visited the doctor and he..
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He told me that I have the Alzheimer's disease.

*heavy breaths*

You might think that I'm kidding and trust me I want to tell you that I'm joking....but....
it's true.

I got the MRI scan reports and they detected a blood clot in my left lobe of the brain.

Doctor said that the two sides of my hippocampus are uneven, that the left side has signs of atrophy.