Ashton was talking about something, but all i could think was;
I'm going to pass-out.
I slumped back against the wall. Ashton stopped rambling and realising what was happening, swooped me up into his arms and ran me out to his car.I could see lights that seemed distant and voices that seemed so close i felt as if they were almost above me. i could see nurses and doctors rushing around me. i couldnt contemplate anything. it all felt like a terrible dream. Next to me sat Ashton, or atleast i thought it was him.
an I.V. was stabbed into my arm making me pass out. when i awoke everything was black accept for a blue light coming from a nurses laptop across the hall. Ashton was asleep on the chair beside me. his hand was in mine and it was holding on so tight, as if he was the one dying.
Ashton stirred and cracked open one eye, then the other. he stared up at me, giving me a anxious smile.
"are you ok? Can you breath? Is everything comfortable? does anything hurt?"
"no" I said before thinking
"wh-I-you just talked!!!" he practically yelled making me jump out of my skin. I didnt reply. this was more talking than I had done in a while.
dad showed up awhile later.he had been on a buisness trip. he had left for the airport as soon as i went to school. i felt like such a bother.i had done enough damage for one day.
i eventualy gave up trying to communicate what i wanted or needed without talking. I even tried to download that special app on my phone that you type in the words and it speaks for you. But i couldnt, due to the lame-ass wifi.
"for Gods sakes!" i wisper-yelled.
Ashton looked up at me from his seat on the blue tiled floor. everything here seemed to be blue!
" look i know you want to die but i cant let you"
"why?"
"because were friends..."
"Since when were we freinds?" i freaking didnt mean that, i mess everything up.
Shit.
Ashton just stared blankly at the wall, i saw that he was upset but didnt want to take it any further.
