Part of Me (Will Always Be Yours) - JinJoo AU

Chapter XIII: Minjoo

Chapter Thirteen

MINJOO

It's early morning and you should be asleep right now, but instead you are wide awake. You've been tossing around your bed for hours now, your mind is still active. Being Athena's daughter, you are deemed to be the logical one. The one who thinks things through, tries to sees things from all angles possible. You believe that everything happens for a reason. That your fate is predetermined, cause the Fates have already woven it.

But now, no matter how much you try to think about it you just can't understand what is the reason of everything that is happening right now. There's a lot that is going on your mind right now. Too many thoughts, to the point that you are not sure what to think of anymore. If there's one thing you are sure about now is that, you messed up. Your mind and emotions are all over the place.

Just when you thought that things are getting better. Just when you finally admitted to yourself that you like that certain Aphrodite girl, just when you are finally ready to deal with your feelings for her. Just when you're finally looking forward on what lays ahead of you and Yujin. That's the moment the gods have decided to make things complicated again.

You just can't understand why Chaewon had to comeback now, after months of shutting you off, she decided to comeback and had the audacity to act as if nothing happened. It's been five days since she arrived with the Hunters of Artemis. The day after they arrive, Chiron informed you that the reason why Chaewon came back was personal, that she refuses to tell him what is it.

Ever since she came back, she has been bugging you to talk to her, to hear her out but you keep on dodging her. As much as you want to talk to her and clear things up, you can't. Your mind is a mess, your emotions are all over the place. It isn't wise to talk about serious matters when you can't even think clearly. Chaewon coming back made you questions things, you can't understand why you are so affected by it. Just a week ago you are so sure of your feelings, but now you are confused.

All of a sudden you can't understand your own feelings, both for Chaewon and Yujin. Yujin, whom you haven't talk to since the day you cried your heart out in the beach. You honestly felt bad for leaving her that night, but you know that staying with her will just make you feel worse. Everything just came rushing back to you the moment you saw Chaewon.

It's been five days since you talk to Yujin, you wanted to ask for your friends' help but involving them will just complicate the situation than it already is. Yujin is avoiding you, you are sure of that. You wanted to crash her trainings but you can't, with the Hunters staying here at Camp you became busier than you already are. The only time you have the chance to catch her was during meal time, you've tried countless times to catch her eyes every time she enters the Dining Pavilion but she wouldn't even throw a glance at your direction, she keeps her head down. She also stopped from showing up at your regular cliffside hangout. You really can't blame Yujin for acting that way, but it still pains you. It pains you that the only person who made you happy for the past months is avoiding you.

Finally, you got fed up with your thoughts. You got up, picked Vindex from under your pillow, it's keychain version. The sky is still dark when you step out of your cabin, you saw that a lot of campers are already up. Probably like you they also can't sleep or maybe they just really love to get up early. You walk towards the Combat Arena, being at camp for a long time you've learned that sword fighting clears your mind. Though now instead of real opponent you'll just release your frustration at the clueless training dummies. Because your favorite sword fighting partner is also the reason of your frustration. You enter the Combat Arena and it seems like you are not the only one who want to beat up someone.