Who you are - Union J / George Shelley Fan Fiction

Chapter 9

He looked at me for a moment, with his big brown eyes then slowly moved closer and closer...

We were kissing. His soft lips were touching mine, it felt perfect. It felt magic. Why was he doing this? Why would he want to kiss me when he just saw me in my ugliest form? Maybe this was just because he felt bad. I don't care, I just want to enjoy this moment.

He slowly pulled away and looked at me with a warm smile, "This whole time I've been trying to help you and try to fix everything that's gone wrong, but the only thing that really needs fixing is your heart and I want to help you with that."

He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight. He was so sweet and I don't care what my other half of me thinks, I've fell for him over these few days in Manchester. He wasn't a bad guy, he honestly wasn't. I trust him. I told him things I've never even mentioned to some of my closest friends before, he was the only one I felt like was listening and actually showed interest into what I was saying.

We both jumped up and I quickly wiped under my eyes to get the tears away to hide that I wasn't crying. He held his hand out to me, "Come on, you finally get to go home now."

Why did he have to kiss me just before I go home? Now I don't want to go. This whole time I've been moaning that I just want to leave and get away from him, yet now I want everything but that. The way he looked me in the eyes I can't help but just get some magic feeling. The kiss. That was just as perfect too. I can't believe this. 

I sat in the car next to George, neither of us really said much in front of the rest of Union J...what were we supposed to say? 

After a four hour drive back to Essex, I realised that was it. I wouldn't see George again. I know I was happy about that a few days ago, but now I'm kind of worried. Will he forget about me? No, he wouldn't. Would he?

We got to my house and I said goodbye to the rest of Union J, then George followed me to my front door.

"Well, this it it." I sighed, he grabbed my hands and looked at me.

"We'll still keep in touch, right?" He asked me.

"Yeah, when I get a new phone to replace the one you broke for me." I laughed, he laughed too. I was going to miss his giggling which did get on my nerves at first I guess.

"It's weird how someone's feelings can change, right?" He smiled at me.

"You couldn't blame me for being mad at you at first considering you knocked me out with a door, that was an amazing start right?" I laughed.

"Sorry about that." He rolled his eyes and smiled, "I'm going to miss you snapping at me everyday and getting moody with me even when I tried to help you."

He leaned in and gave me one last kiss, this kiss will now be in my head forever. He then smiled and walked off and into the car, waving as they drove away.

I stood on my doorstep for a few seconds.

Well...

That

was

that.

Who knows if I'll see him again...I hope so.