poems embedded in the deep galaxy of my mind ..

🪞Facing Me🪞

You did this to me!
I yell into the air while staring face to face at a broken reflection of the girl I used to be
Tears began to roll down my cheeks
I hate you
I wanted more for you
I fought for you
I shout in more of a passionate cry
You seemed so shy
But at the pry of an eye
You open up like I never seen before
Turning yourself into a whore
Why can't you why can't I
I can't even make out the words I try to say to myself
Why she couldn't
Why I couldn't
She just stares back at me
With this blank stair
I hate you! I yell once more
More tears began to fill my eyes
And she finally mustards up the courage to speak
You don't hate me
You just don't love me enough
You don't know me enough to love me properly
You seek attention from scums and bums
Letting them abuse what's been abused up
Then turn around and want to accuse
I'm sick of the excuses
Making false accusations blaming me
Like you not the one facing the he
He who doesn't cherish you
He who can't please you
He who has perished
He who has ceased
This very existence of our reality
Then you come here with this bullshit
But in all actuality
I'm not the one you hate
I'm just the one that's tired
Worn out
Exhausted just like you
Because you are me ...