Ceara One week later
I tried not to cry as August drove us to the funeral. I looked back at Chrissten and she was crying her eyes out I knew I had to get her to calm down. "Ch-Chrissten it's ok d-don't cry"I struggled to say. "NO!!,that was my brother!!he killed my brother!!"She yelled. Tears started to fall from my eyes. That day kept replaying in my head.
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One week ago at the hospital
I cryed in August's chest as he held me. August missed Michael but Michael got Christen bead in the head. I was pissed the fuck off. He was tying to help us,which he should of never did. I still can't believe what happened to him. He's to young he's only six. I wasn't doing as bad as Chris he was throwing stuff,punching thing, yelling,and crying his eyes out. I let go of August and went over there to Chris. "He's gonna be ok Chris"I said sitting next to him. "He shot him in the head Ceara,He killed my son"Chris said as calm as he could. All I could really do is hung him,which is exactly what I did. I hugged him and he pretty much held me which to my surprise August was ok with it. He just was watching really closely. Later that day the doctor came out and said that they can only hold him for a couple of minutes. I had Chrissten on my hip and my hand in Chris's as he squeezed it. We walked in and Christen barely had his eyes open. Chris squeezed my hand even tighter. "Hey Christen"He said as he voice started to crack. Christen turned his head to face us and tried to smile. "Hey,I'm surprised y'all crying"He said. Chris let go of my hand and got closer to him. "You shouldn't have went,you should have stayed where you was"He said. "And let him kill you"Christen asked. Chris shook his head. "Yes,I wish it was me instead of you"He said. "How did you know he was gonna do that"I asked. Christen looked at me. "I worked for him"He said. "What do y-""Michael had this plan for like six years to get you back. He told Rihanna to get some of my dad's seeds and get herself pregnant. And she did and when she had me Michael spent like I dont know how long teaching me the plan and what to do if something went wrong. He forced the plan on me and I had no choice.I had to get y'all to trust me so I could know what to tell him. But I couldn't go on with it"Christen said staring out into space. I can't believe that Christen had a part in this. "Why couldn't you go with it"I asked. "Do you see anybody here in this room but y'all"He asked. "N-no bu-""Y'all care about me,my mama don't even care she told me that I'm nothing to her,just a way to get her and my dad together. Do you think she care that I'm sitting here finna die?nope,no one cares but y'all"He said. Now if I wasn't already crying my eyes out that just made me cry twice as hard. Chrissten jumped out my arms. "I love you Christen"She said hopping on the bed with him. "I love you more Chrissten"He said. She smiled and hugged him. Now that toke the cake. I broke down and Chris hugged me. "I love you lil man"He said."I love you more dad"Christen said as his voice stared to crack. "I love you Christen"I managed to say. "I love you to mama"He said smiling at me. No that toke the cake. Now I'm really crying. "You know that Rihanna's your mama right."Chrissten asked. "But she's way more like I mama to me"He said. I hugged him and so did Chris and Chrissten.Then BEEEEEEP. he died right in our arms.
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Present day
We arrived at the funeral and got out. I had to carry Chrissten because her vision was blurry so was mines so I had to hold on to August. We toke our seats right next to Chris who was balling his eyes out."Daddy it's ok"Chrissten said patting his back. He looked at her and tried to smile. She reached out to I'm and hugged him. "Its gonna be ok Chris"I whispered. He got up and hugged me. "I love you"He whispered. "I love you too"I said. "You may all be seated"
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Michael
Me:"What we need is another plan something full prof"
Rihanna:"Like what you killed the moth import thing in this thing"
Me:"Shutt the hell up you know that they're listening to these calls"
Rihanna:"My bad"
Me:"We need more people"
Rihanna:"You right but how are we gonna get them to get that close to them"
Me:"That's what I'm saying we need someone close to them"
Rihanna:"I could-"
Me:"You didn't go to the funeral so they know that you don't care so there's nothing you can do"
Rihanna:"How about someone that can earn they're trust"
Me:"Maybe,I'll think about it but in the mean time try to think of something"
Rihanna:"Ok I got you"
Me:"Good now y-"
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The line went dead. I hate how they have a time for these things. And I hate how I got 20 years for killing him. When it was self defense. He had a gun pointed at me but the judge jest had to be a girl. That one dude was like how would you fill if that was your baby that got killed on your birthday. I layed down and tried to finger out a plan. This shit ain't over until I say it is.
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Chris
I'm trying so hard to stay strong but he's my only blood baby. He was my first actual baby. It was our turn to go and say good bye to him. I got up with Chrissten in my arms and Ceara hand in mines. I think I notice is that August is way better then me. If my girl left my arms to go to some other nigga we would've had a problem. We walked slowly to the casket. When we got there Chrissten broke down and tried so hard not to brake down...again in front of her. Ceara squeezed my hand tight and closed her eyes. I looked down at my son the boy that loved to dance,sing,and play fighting with me. The lil boy who was always playing around,always smiling,mostly happy. The one actual child I have looking so pail and lifeless,it killed me inside. I looked at Ceara and she was crying in my shirt then at Chrissten who was trying to get out of my arms,I finally let her go. "Bye big brother I love you"She said kissing him. Then Ceara stepped closer. "I love you so much Christen,even though your not mines I still love you like you was"She kissed him. "Bye Chrissten"She finished. "Lil man I swear I wish you didn't go to that club that night I wish you was still here...I love you man"I said. I bend Brown and kissed his check. Ceara smiled at me and I smiled back."I'll see you later Chris"She said. "Ok I love you"I said. "I love you too"She said smiling at me. We hugged one more time before she walked to August and went home.
