Ceara
We got home and no one said a word. Chrissten went straight up to her room and locked the door,I know she just needs some time.I felt August looking at me so I looked back at him,be shook his head. "What"I asked. "Look I get that that was a funeral and he was Chris's son and everything,but you was hugging him to damn much and to hard. And you really didn't have to hold his hand so damn much. And I font give a fuck if he was crying like he lost his damn mine you don't leave me to go to him without asking. And y-""First of all I'm grown I don't need to ask you shit,second he was hurt and had nobody to comfort him so if I want to go to him I can,third August We jest got from a funeral so stop with the bullshit"I said."No your getting to close to him"He said. "Close to him?it was a damn funeral. Do you not get that"I asked. He shook his head. "Whatever Ceara"He said walking away. I don't know what's his problem but he needs to fix it fast. Damn just came from a funeral and just had a life or death experience on my birthday,and if that ain't bad enough Christen died in my arms after just calling me mama and saying that he loves me. Was I to close to Chris?I mean I don't think I was I was just trying to comfort him,I mean he lost his first son. I sighed and sat down on the couch. I really don't get why he's all up in his filling. But the things that that I just couldn't get out my head was that Michael planed for Rihanna to get pregnant and then he raised him into that,another thing is that he never had love,we was the only love He never had,third is that he put his life on the line for us,the last thing is that he's actually gone. I sighed and tried to nit think about it. "Mama"Chrissten said walking to me. "Yes baby"I said. "Your phone was ringing"She said barely above a whisper. "Are you ok"I asked putting her on my lap. "He was my brother,my only brother the only person I can play with"She said as a tear fill from her eye. "Baby I know but you can play with me"I said rocking her. "No I mean...never mind you wouldn't understand"She said getting up. She walked back up stairs. I sighed I'll talk to her later. I picked up my phone and saw that I had one miss call from Chris. I called him back.
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Chris:"Hello"
Me:"Chris it's gonna be ok I know you crying I can here it in your voice"
Chris: "I know"
Me:"So do you need anything or..."
Chris:"...I'm lonely"
Me:"So do you want me to come over"
Chris:"Please I miss you"
Me:"Chris you know that I'm with Aug-"
Chris:"I know that your with him but still I'm you your friend right"
Me:"Yeah bu-"
Chris:"Please"
Me:"I'm on my way"
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I hung up and walked up stairs to change. I put on the first thing I saw and walked to Chrissten's room. She was sleep so I walked down stairs. "Where you going"August asked. "To mind my own business"I said. If he wants to be in his filling I'm gonna be in mines. He sighed. "Babe I don't want to fight with you ok I'm sorry"He said. "I forgive you...I guess" "So I'm guessing I have to suck up to you right"He asked and I smiled. "Yes,yes you do" "Fine just go so I can get you something" I smiled and walked out to my car.
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Chrissten
I tried so hard to stop crying but it kept falling. That was the closest thing I had to a brother. He was really my best friend ever,and now he's gone. I felt more tears coming just thinking about it. "Chrissten I'm going to the story so on"August yelled from down stairs. I sighed. I didn't even care what I had on today,and if you knew me that would be the first. I walked down stairs and out the door. "Are you ok,this is the first time I saw you not talk"He said. I was in no mood for this. "What's wrong"He asked. Did he not go to the dang funeral?"Aww is to beca-""Just leave me alone"I said looking out the window. I don't know why he think I like him because I could care less about him. The only boy I like right now is my daddy,and August needs to get that through his head.
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Ceara
I knocked on the door,and waited for him to open it. I looked at the house,the house that I lived in,my first house...we our first house. All the water fights we had and all the games we played happened here. I do miss this place. Or do I just miss Chris?He opened the door with red eyes. All I wanted to do was hug him. "Aww Chris"I said hugging him. He hugged me back and cryed in my shoulder. "Chris it's ok"I said as I rubbed his back.He sighed. "I know" He held on to me for a good minute before finally letting me go. "I'm sorry I'm je-""It's ok Chris I understand"I said cutting him off. We walked in and sat on the couch. "Ceara life is way to sort to play games,I can't keep waiting for you to come back. I can't really wait until anything,I was waiting until Friday to bring Christen to Disney world but I waited to long. What I'm trying to say is I need you,I can't be alone in this big ass house. I need you and Chrissten with me ok I'm sorry for yelling at y-""Chris I don't care about that it's the facet that you cheated on me again with Rihanna"I said cutting him off again. "Babe I swear I didn't cheat on you scents that first day"He said. I don't know if I should believe him. "I know you did be-""Ceara I put that on my son I didn't do that"He said. Now I know he was telling the truth. "Chris"I whispered. "Ceara please"He begged. "Look I have to go I'll see you later ok"I said already walking to the door. "But I love you a-""I love you too bye"I said walking out. I know that was mean but I'm not just finna go back and forwards. I need to work thing out with August.
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Chris
Who could she just leave like that after I just poured my heart out like that?I was so serious when I said I need them in my life. I need someone in this big house with me. I sighed and toke out my phone I need to talk to the smartest girl I know.
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Chrissten:"Hello"
Me:"I need your help"
Chrissten:"Look I already looked it up,ther is no way to bring back the dead"
Me:"I wasn't talking about that"
Chrissten:"Oh then what's wrong"
Me:"I need a plan to get y'all back"
Chrissten:"Just do what you did last time,write a song"
Me:"You gone help me"
Chrissten:"Yeah I got you"
