Piper Hale a young anxious teen who learns to let down her guard and try to let someone love her, even though she doesn't love herself.
*18+ contains smut and mild aggression
*contains explicit sexual content
A/N : I own the characters Piper Hale...
A/N Thank you guys so much for the support it means the world ❤️
Im gonna create a new Ravenclaw character just for some added fun, will be introduced in the back half of the chapter :)
Alexander Kai Brown envisioned as Dylan O'Brien (personality similar to the character Stiles he played in Teen Wolf if you've watched that ☺️)
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As I'm sitting on the counter I ponder why would I even say that. Why would I want to admit my feelings when I'm not even sure if they're real or just lust. I can't fathom why I would blurt out something that should have never even been a thought in my head yet. It's that stupid smile on his face and the icy eyes that look deep into me. It's the way I want to feel the coldness from the metal around his fingers around my neck. I want everything physically but nothing emotional. He has done nothing but cause me distress and confusion.
My crying has stopped, however I have yet to stop mentally abusing myself for my words and actions. How will I recover from this. I know he's going to tell the whole school and I will be the center of terrible attention. My stomach is in knots, I feel completely nauseous. My heart aches, and I hate that I still want to know him. But I can't. Obviously he doesn't care about anyone but himself, and maybe for some odd reason Pansy. Why does he keep asking about her.
I have lost track of time but I know I haven't been in here for too long. As the thoughts still raging through my head like two children bickering, I hear I light knock at the door. For the love of Merlin I hope it's not him.
I unlock the door and crack it to take a small peak at who it is. To my surprise it was Blaise, and I wasn't upset about it.
"Hey P, Draco is gone if you wanna come out. If you'd like me to go so you can talk feeling and stuff with Rora I get it." He offers. He's so sweet and caring, why can't all guys be as good as him. "It's getting kind of late anyway, so it won't be a problem" he adds
"Thank you Blaise, that really means a lot." I reply as I open the door fully and give him a light hug.
He walks over to Aurora and gives her a kiss on the forehead and walks towards the door. "Goodnight ladies, I hope you feel better P" he said and closed the door behind him.
I sit on Aurora's bed and she takes my hands in her soft ones. "Babes, do you really like him? I thought you were going to play hard to get? You made yourself very catchable back there." She said. She was right though, how could I have been so dumb. So careless.
"I assume you and Luna were smoking, did you go overboard? I know you do it to easy the anxiety, but when you do too much you know you get just as anxious." She adds. Ugh I hate it when she's right, I might have went overboard but I don't think it was enough to cause me to act so irrationally, to speak without thinking about what I was going to say. That was never like me.
"I don't think so. I did just as much as we usually do, just 2. And I stayed there for hours, so even if I did I would have still been able to rationalize my thought processes." I pause and let go of her hands so I can turn around to lay back in her bed. "I think he just makes me so nervous and that my thoughts become so overwhelmed and clouded. I catch myself day dreaming about him, it's so lustful and passionate in my head. Then he turns around and ruins it in reality" I confessed
