Anxious Love // Draco Malfoy 18+

Chapter 2

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Next morning

I wake up and my head is pounding. What in the bloody hell made me want to drink that much.

I walk to the bathroom and look in the mirror, my eyes are puffy, my lips are chapped.

I look like hell.

I get in the shower and I being to wash my hair. As the water and soap trickles down my body I start to get flash backs of last night.

"How could I not notice someone as beautiful as you"

I start to feel warm, way warmer than the water splashing against my body.

My stomach starts collecting butterflies like a child would with a net. One by one I feel them enter my abdomen and I almost feel nauseous.

Like I was reliving our last moments of the night together, I could feel his hands on mine.

I could feel his warm lips pressed against the grove of my neck and my collarbone.

I could smell the whiskey on his breath, as if he was standing right in from of me again. Pressed right against my warm exposed skin.

Merlin I feel sick.

Adrenaline and anxiety coursing through my veins like a drug, one I've never even done before.

He feels like a drug. One I want to do every day of my life.

But also never do again.

I find myself crying but it doesn't register because of the water rushing over my face colliding with the tears leaving my eyes.

I collect myself I feel like I've been in the shower forever. We start class tomorrow so I have the day to relax and get ready for my studies.

I put on a pair of green sweatpants and black tank top. I don't plan on leaving my room today, so I don't put on a bra. I still feel quite nauseous.

I lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling. I notice Aurora not in her bed, she was there before my shower. She must've went off to the Great Hall or to Blaise's room.

I pick up the book I started last night, I get lost in the pages. Hours just have past.

Mid sentence, I hear 3 soft knocks at my door. She must've forgotten her key again, she was always terrible at keeping track of it.

I walked over and unlocked the door,

"Forgot your key agai—" I mumble

I was cut off my Draco storming into my room.

"Do you remember anything I said last night?" He demanded.

I notice him looking at me up and down. Paying close attention to my top tight against my chest.

"Uh, I do but if you want me to forget about it... I won't ever bring it up." I lied, speaking softly looking down at my feet. Trying hard to avoid eye contact.

He walked towards me quickly, pulling my chin up and close to him in one swift motion.

"Good. Let's keep it that way shall we." He commanded as he trails his fingers softly down my shoulder then roughly grasping my arm.