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Hey, I am Charli, Charli D'Amelio. I am 16 years old and I live in a little town close to Miami. Honestly, I don't really know how to describe myself. I go to high school in my town with my older sister Dixie. I don't like high school at all... I'm not bad in hightschool and I have pretty good results but I hate going there. It's too hard for me...

I'm gonna tell you a little bit about my life... First of all, I love dancing, it's my passion. You know that thing you could do your whole life, that is what dancing is for me. As soon as I feel bad I start dancing. It's something that relaxes me! I don't know what I would be without dancing, I can't imagine that..

Otherwise I'm really really anxious. I'm scared about everything. I'm doing a lot of anxiety attacks and nightmares. By the way, it's those nightmares that cause my insomnia. I went to see a therapist but nothing has changed. The high school is the main cause of my panick attacks and I had to tell my theachers about them. I must wait until the corridors are empty to get into my class. I have no friend because I am too shy to try to talk to other people. So I am with my sister and her friend, who, by the way, think that I am really weird , or alone.

I forgot a detail, I can finally admit it, I am anorexic. I do my best to eat but it's really hard. I want to have control over my weight. This disease ruined my life. I can't take dance classes anymore because of that. It was at this point that I noticed that there was a problem. My family is worried about me and I know it but I can't get better.

Now I'm gonna talk about my family... First of all, there is my older sister who is, by the way, my only friend. She's the sole person I'm talking to... She loves singing. I'm so proud of her ! She's pretty happy even if I know that her life is not magic at all. Nonetheless, she has friends who love her and really care about her.

Now it's my parents' turn. They are adorable and really funny but when they are mad they say not very nice things if you see what I mean... I know they are worried about me and that all this exceeds them. I'm also aware they love me and that when they're mad it's that they don't know what to do. Briefly, my life is not perfect, far from it...

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Hey guys, how are you ? 

Here is the first chapter of this story. 

I look forward to your feedback !!!! 

I hope you will enjoy it, I love you ;))