Scouts honor

wanna be yours

jimmy had the idea of staying in a doomsday bunker for 24 hours, i didn't even know those existed. i havent really talk to chris since the hotel, i wanted to but i didn't really have the courage. i didn't know if he was mad at me or didn't like me anymore. so i wasn't really excited for this video too much. he kept avoiding me and the only time he would talk to me is to make fun of me.

" we will be spending 24 hours in this bunker." jimmy says for his intro. chris was talking to chandler and i walk up to them. "hey kiddo." chandler pats my head. "okay just because i'm short doesn't mean i'm a kid." i cross my arms, he laughs and hugs me.

we walk into the bunker and they had a lot of doors to go into. there was a pool and chandler and jimmy thought it would be funny if they push chris in and then me. in my clothes. i was not having it.

we all went into the built in movie theater and watched the bee movie, i was sitting in the middle of the boys. chris was completely ignoring me and i still didn't know why. they were all giggling and being weird. "why are you so short?" chirs asked me, i was offended. "yeah like aren't you like 5'0?" chandler laughs. "cut it out." jimmy shook his head."what is your problem dickhead" i cross my arms with tears falling and i stormed out of the movie theater. i had no idea where i was going, i didn't know this bunker.

i ran to the gym and decided to stop there. i sit down and felt tears coming down my face. i hear someone open the door and i look to see chris. "what? what do you want chris?" i said standing up. "i- im sorry." chris says looking down. "why are you acting like this? i didn't do anything." i snarl.

i start to walk away again but he chases after me. "please let me explain!" he yells. "no!" i yell back. i walk a little but he caught up to me and pulled my arm to make me look at him. he took my face into his hand and kisses me.

he sat me down on a bed. still upset as dramatic as i am. he held my hand. " im sorry, i really am cat. i didn't want to ignore you, i didn't want to be an asshole to you." chris looks down. "then why'd you do it." i ask. "i tend to push away the people i like." he looks away.

"i don't like getting attached to people because i always end up getting hurt." i look at him. he's been hurt before too. "i won't hurt you." i say reassuringly. he kisses me again but this time was more heavy and passionate, until it was a full on make out session. he takes his shirt off and takes mine off.

he gets on top of me, kissing my neck. his hands travel down to the tops of my pants, i freak out. pulling his hand away. "i'm not ready yet." i whisper in his ear. he kisses my cheek. "that's okay." chris whispers back. he moves to the side of the bed and lays there. "it's not like i wouldn't want to do it with you i just haven't done it since i was with my ex." i try to explain. "no no i get it it's okay cat." he pulls me towards him and holds me tight.

3am
i had fallen asleep and i feel someone rubbing my back, i opened my eyes and turned to see chris trying to wake me up. "what." i groan. "come with me." he says pulling me off the bed and dragging me on the floor. "wow you really don't like when people wake you up." he laughs. i stand up unstable.

"put your swimsuit on, we going night swimmin!" chris yells but immediately regretted that knowing that chandler and jimmy are asleep. i go to the bathroom and change into the black bikini the only swimsuit i wear. i walk out the bathroom and i see chris staring at me. "yeah yeah take a picture it will last longer." i throw a towel at him.

we silently went into pool area. it was lit up by dim lights. he was the first to jump in. "YEEEEEEEEHAW." he screams as he jumps into the water. "cmon your turn!" chris yells. "okay okay fine." i huffed. i run and jump "I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS." i yell and i reach the water. i come back up and spit the water out of my mouth. he goes underwater and puts me on his shoulders. i scream at the fact he didn't give me a warning.

"let's go on the slide!" he jumps up and down, i walked in front of him and climbed up to the top. i look down, wow long way down.i felt hands gripping my hips. WOAH THERE i can feel my heart beat in all types of places. he turns me around and i look up at him. we look at each other for a hot second and he finally breaks the awkwardness and kisses me.

i put my arms around his neck and he reaches for my ass with his hand that wasn't holding my waist. "go down with me!" i say pulling off of him. chris sits down on the top of the slide and i sit on top of him, he holds me tight and he pushes off and i scream at the top of my lungs as we go down.

we splash in the water, laughing when we came up. he swims over to me, picking me up and i wrap my legs around his torso and i wrap my arms around his neck. "i want you." he says. i smile at him. "i want to be yours." i say as well.

we walk back to our room soaking wet making the floor wet around us. i go to the bathroom and change into shorts and my brothers long shirt. i rub my eyes. "here baby." chris says picking me up and laying me in the sheets of the bed. he turns off the lights and it was pitch black. i toss and turn.

"are you okay?" chris asks. "no." i say into the pillow. "what's wrong?" he faced me. "i usually sleep with a tv on." i groan. he chuckles. "you could've told me." he says turning the tv on to Netflix and plays fuller house. he pulls me close to him and starts to play with my hair. "i'll protect you." he kisses my forehead.