Awesamdude- Masked Men

Chapter 4 (Just friends)

 -back to macies point of view-well shit. i'd already thought the man was nice, funny. gosh and let's not talk about when he says mmmm mi gusta it gives me butterflies every damn time. well i see a very tall man with light brown hair and green eyes emerald color and a bright smile. i almost melted. i was now sitting on his bed well he was scrolling thru twitter.

 i decided to make a joke to make him blush because it would be so funny. "the big dick jokes are so true." i said with a completely serious tone glancing down to make him more nervous. i knew it worked when he dropped his phone and covered down there. it was worth it to see his amazing smile with a light pink color cover his face. shit stop i like clay i can't think his friends are cute i thought to myself. man but sam was so hot, nope shit stop. i laughed at sam who was staring at me with his mouth open. "sammie you picturing fucking me or you thinking about how i'm so right" i said it jokingly but he looked pissed. i'd never seen him mad and it was scary. i made a pouty face at him. 

"god stop macie you like clay you can't make jokes like this to other guys it's not funny." he said it loudly and it scared me and i flinched and tried not to cry but then sam moved towards me and i flinched more covering my face and stomach expecting to be hit (YES THE DADDY ISSUES ARE COMIN) but then sam hugged me.. "sorry i didn't mean to make you cry mae.."

 there it was the nick name.. what my mom called me and i never let anyone else but the way it came out of his mouth made everything feel calm and i liked that. i barely noticed the tears rolling down my cheeks and the fact that sam had pulled me on top of him. "sorry sam i uh didn't-" i started but sam cut me off "listen mae i'm sorry what i said is true you can't just make jokes like that but it's okay.. i would like to know why you flinched when i went to go hug you?" i just sat there processing his words "my dad" was all i could get out.. 

" oh i uh i'm sorry i would never mae" he made a pouty face at me. 

my phone started ringing so i grabbed it. it was clay so i answered "macie i swear to god why can't you just not be a hoe for one second your dead ass with sam right now!?" he yelled into the phone making me jump. i told sam i'd be back and walked out to the porch of sams house "so clay ima hoe now cause i can hang out with friends!? sorry that your so paranoid that i'm going to leave you my god we aren't even dating i told you i'm not ready for a relationship so relax." i said then hung up. that made me feel so much worse.

 sam hugged me after i walked in. "sorry sam" i said i honestly did feel bad i had cried to him. "it's okay mae, i'm here for you" i knew he was. i didn't want to tell sam about it so he wouldn't get mad at clay. we walked back to sams room and it was late. i didn't wanna sleep by myself because of my anxiety and i know sam felt the sam way when he made grabby hands at me.

 god the 6'7 baby was adorable tho.

 i jumped onto sam and hugged him. after a few minutes i heard him snoring arms rapped right around me so i slept there.

 i woke up feeling cold if slept in my sweat shirt and fishnets and my bag was still in my car, i grabbed a pair of sams sweats which were huge on me and tied the strings super tight so they kind of were wearable. i heard sam roll over "mae come back please" he said looking up at me "i'll go help your mom cook sammie i wanna talk to her anyway go back to bed" i shook his hair and he smiled at me as i walked away. 

i walked down stairs and saw sams mom with a huge smile "morning! may i ask why you're smiling" i asked "ah good morning but those are sams sweats and i didn't know you were into him that way " she said and laughed, i laughed a little "no wait no it's just my clothes are still in his car" i said nervously my god this would be hard. clay would be pissed. "and you slept in his room, i mean macie it's okay if you're sleeping with my son" sams mom laughed. I laughed at the comment all embarrassed "no i promise not at all we just both fell asleep" i said getting out toast for us.

-sams point of veiw-

i walked out of bed a few minutes after she woke up. she had put on my sweats and damn was that a good look for her. god if clay knew i liked her my ass would be kicked. if clay knew we cuddled last night even as friends he'd be pissed, and if he knew she was wearing my sweats. basically everything about our relationship isn't okay.. maybe tonight i'd tell her before they actually dated. i wouldn't tell her she makes me so nervous i could never.

AHHHH I HATE HOW IM WRITING THIS BUT YEA  WUV U <3