Awesamdude- Masked Men

Chapter 11 (bad choices)

A/N this chapter causes pain

-macies point of view-

tw: under age drinking

sam and i had been living together for awhile and doing great. 

it was 3 days before christmas and new fan art of me and sam with matching christmas outfits kissing by the tree or a mistletoe were all over my twitter. the art was great but i thought it was weird people thought about our relationship..

 i'd woke up and rolled off of sam and stretched. i felt so mad over nothing. i just woke up wrong.

 "come backkk" sam whispered in his morning voice trying to pull me back. "no sam" i mummbled it just loud enough for him to hear and rolled over and later for a few minutes.

 i got up to go pee seeing my period started. on my white lace underwear.

 oh great another thing to be mad at. 

last night i tried to get sam to yk and he said he didn't want to. what ever.

 i got up and changed from the t shirt i was wearing to a long sleeve and shorts and went down stairs.

 i wasn't hungry at all but felt like i should eat. i looked thru the fridge seeing we didn't have eggs or bacon.. i checked the bread and there was one piece and it was the end one.

 well guess where not eating.

 i opened the fridge again making a loud groan and grabbing a water. I sat down on the couch taking up the whole couch  stretching as much as possible. i drank the water as i turned on tv watching a cooking show.

 sam came down and i gave him a small smile, which he rolled his eyes at.. 

i moved over so he would have room to sit when he came back with a glass of apple juice

. he sat next to me and i looked over at him "you rolled your eyes at me so no move over" i said to sam. "okay." he sounded a little hurt but he did piss me off so sorry not sorry.

 my phone buzzed and i picked it up.. it was sapnap. 

we had started talking more and more but we were already pretty close since him and clay were friends. 

speaking of clay. he was canceled after i tweeted about what happened because clay kept saying it was sams fault.

Nick🤠

Hey Macie! you wanna come over today?

sure! be there in 40!

-time skip-

When i got there i told nick about my fight and he suggested after his parents left we should drink. 

it had been a hour since they left and i already had taken two shots well nick had taken 4. 

we were already suffering sitting in his room laughing at everything.

 nick put on a movie after another hour of lots of drinking and we were laughing at every part of the movie. 

we had put on after we collided (it's a movie with like 6 sex parts and it's written off of wattpad) a sex scene had came on and looked at nick who was already staring at me embarrassed.

 i laughed at his face as he stared at me.

 heat building in my face as nick leaned in cupping my face and kissing me

. i rolled on top of him keeping it going kissing rim harder and then grinding my hips onto him. that's when i snapped out of what was happening and leaned up. 

nicks hands were still around my waist and i rolled off of him. 

"nick im dating sam.." i whispered as he tried to grab my hand. 

he paused looking scared. "oh shit" was all he got out. 

my head hurt and i was way to drunk to deal with this.

 i went to the couch and fell asleep quick.

 i'd woke up to my phone dinging loud. sam was calling at 4 am for what now?

 i picked up the phone "hello sammie" i said smiling even if he couldn't see.

 "i see why clay couldn't trust you" his voice was shaking like he had been crying.

 he had found out..

 i would have told him in the morning anyway but i didn't know how he knew. 

"sam i'm sorry i would've-" he cut me off. "nick tweeted: when you get your ex best friends "dream girl". it's obviously about you and every fan is freaking out and thinks we broke up and i really love you but maybe we should because you can't seem to deal with one fight." his voice sounded so hurt. 

my head was pounding and the tears were going down my face fast. "sam can we please talk about this when i get home i was drunk and my head hurts so bad please" a small yea came from him before he hung up.. 

i walked up to nicks room and he laughed "hey mamas" 

" nick fuck off delete your tweet sams mad and all the fans and calling me a hoe again." i said well my voice was shaking and nick did delete the tweet and tweeted out it was a joke and he would make a post explaining the joke when he woke up.

 i was tired but couldn't sleep. so i laid there with my head pounding and just crying. eventually i fell asleep.

I woke up to nick shaking me.

 he looked scared and was crying. "yea nick" i whispered. 

"i fucked up i don't even remember what happened but sam texted asking what happened and if you were okay. you're okay right? and i posted saying i'd explain that my tweet was a joke later and i don't even know what the tweet was!" he looked so scared and it made me nervous.. 

"nick we kissed." i started and nick blushed but still looked scared

 "honestly almost had sex.." nick looked scared now no longer blushing but was pale.

 "and you tweeted about getting with your ex best friends dream girl." i said and he sat down on the floor. 

"so ima leave soon and you need to tweet out that we hung out and made a joke about it and that everything is okay and nothing happened okay i have to go talk to sam." i got up and left fast.

 my head still hurt really bad but i needed to talk to sam.

 i walked in and holding him pulling him up as he woke up. "sam let's go to the couch so i can explain.." he looked so sad well looking into his eyes.

 we sat on the couch. "i was upset with you the whole day i was just mad so when nick invited me over i went and you had tried to control me and it made me more mad so i told him we should get drunk and.. we got really drunk and we were watching a movie and a sex part came on and we kissed.. and don't blame nicks because then we made out and i- i kinda was the one controlling it and i really am sorry. i stoped it because i love you and i don't want nick.. i get if you don't want to be with me anymore.." my voice kept cracking and i was shaking.

 sam looked at me and hugged me then said he had to go somewhere.. i didn't know where he was going but it made me nervous how mad he sounded. 

"and i wanna break up." was all he said then left. 

i cried the rest of the night. 

waking up on christmas eve with no one to be with wasn't fun.. 

i pushed sams gift under the bed and sat there scrolling thru twitter.. a bunch of drawing of me and sam. 

i closed it and saw a text from nick asking if we could spend christmas together. i didnt have sam so why not. i packed clothes for a week since he said i could stay there for awhile in the guest bedroom. it felt nice to atleast have someone right now..

A/N ahhaahha fuck me for writing this.