Broken Vow ( English version )

Chapter 8

Let's begin...

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He don't know how long he just stared at Soo Kyung's face. Grasping her hand that feels it was getting colder. It was the third day that his wife had not yet awakened from her sleep. He just pray she will open her eyes soon. Seeing her like this makes Joon Jae even more scared.

His tears came back down, Joon Jae really showed his weakest side now. Trembling, he stroked Soo Kyung's face, "until when will you sleep like this baby .. please don't leave me and come back .. I don't want you to go". Who knows how many times he repeats the words, hoping that Soo Kyung hears them and then wakes up from her sleep.

Joon Jae remembers the last thing he said to Soo Kyung, right before that terrible incident happened. It made him even more consumed with endless guilt.

It feels like God is punishing me now Soo Kyung . All this time I hurt you, made you cry and hurt. Seeing you getting more and more fragile always makes me want to stop doing crimes to you. I always don't want to look weak in front of you, but that is also slowly killing my soul. You know Soo Kyung, you made me want to believe in love again but you made me feel like losing that trust once again. God .. if indeed you give me one more chance, let me make up for all the tears and wounds I gave to Soo Kyung.

Joon Jae felt his shoulder been tapped slowly, "Joon Jae-ya .. go home and rest for a moment. It's been 3 days you haven't left here. Me and Min Jung will accompany Soo Kyung here", said In Woo.

"I can not leave her, Hyung!".

"If you remain stubborn, you will replace Soo Kyung lying in the hospital bed. Go home and rest, you need proper sleep! I'll call you when Soo Kyung conscious later".

Joon Jae finally gets up and with heavy step going home. He knew that the more he argued with In Woo the more headache he would get.

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Soo Kyung hears a voice calling out to her in the dark that lulls her even more. She felt a warm body embracing her. Her head was throbbing with pain as if she had been hit by a heavy burden. And he felt something wet running towards her back and neck.

"CALL AMBULANCE !! Soo Kyung wake up, please open your eyes baby.. Don't go", Soo Kyung seemed imagined. Her husband called her in a worried tone and there was fear in his voice.

Herself increasingly swallowed up with a dark and cold that seemed to creep. Joon Jae's voice is getting faded from her hearing. But the next second Soo Kyung sees a bright light that seems to call out to her, pulling her there. She chose to follow the light, let it pulled her there. Let me go there, I'm so tired.

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"Don't leave me, come back baby ..", the voice annoys Soo Kyung even more. There was a tone of worry and despair that was so suffocating. She shouldn't have been affected, she shouldn't have heeded the call. There is a war between herself and her ego.

Should she come back? But she was afraid, if she opened her eyes all this was just a delusion. Worry, hopelessness and guilt exist only in her mind. "Let me stay here .."

But she heard the voice echo, "Soo Kyung-a .. come back .. your place is not here, now is not the time". Soo Kyung knows exactly who owns the voice. Jung Woo's voice, her best friend, she was wondering whether she really should go back or let this darkness swallow her even further.

And as if God wanted something else, she seemed to pull Soo Kyung back from the darkness. Bringing her a dazzling light and her closed eyes finally opened.

Soo Kyung blinks, looks in various directions and tries to see where she is right now. Her head throbbed in pain, her neck felt stiff from the support in her neck. She can also smell the sterile aroma in hospital. Once again she came out from the death that she wanted so badly.

"Soo Kyung, you've wake up. I'll call the doctor now", the voice was the first he heard, In Woo's voice. Soo Kyung sighs with relief, that when she wakes up it is not her husband's face that she saw the first time.

Not long after the doctor came to his room, checked his condition. Then injects clear liquid into Soo Kyung's infusion bottle and says something to In Woo, but Soo Kyung can't hear what they are saying because once again her eyes are closed because sleep has attacked her.

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Joon Jae drives his car at high speed. In Woo calls her, telling him the news that makes appy. Soo Kyung had regained consciousness. It turned out that God still heard his request.

But when he arrived in the ward, his wife fell asleep again. In Woo said that the doctor gave her sleeping shoot after the examination. Joon Jae feels a great relief, as if a heavy burden that was pressing on him was lifted. He walks up to Soo Kyung, holds her hand and silently thanks God.

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Soo Kyung wakes up from sleep. Her head was still so much in pain, her lips felt dry and she felt very thirsty. She cast her gaze around the room. Her iris did not catch another figure there.

She tried to get up from her bed, trying to reach the glass that was above the bedside hospital bed. Yet her arm couldn't compromise with her. In the next second the glass that she had reached fell and shattered into pieces.

Soo Kyung's ears catch the sound of the doorknob opening. And she saw the figure she really didn't want to meet now half running towards her. Soo Kyung can see how tired her husband is. Even his face, which is usually always neat, looks messy with fine hair around his face.

"You're awake baby... are you thirsty?". Joon Jae pours another glass of water and hands it to Soo Kyung. But the words that came out of his wife's mouth made him freeze on the spot. His eyes stare sadly into Soo Kyung's iris.

"Go away! I don't want to see your face!"

"Soo Kyung-a ..", Joon Jae tried to get closer to her. But his wife's unexpected reaction devastated him. Soo Kyung screams uncontrollably. Told him to leave and clutch in her head. Joon Jae knows that his wife must be in pain.

Joon Jae takes Soo Kyung's hand, tries to calm her down and then grabs her in his arms. Soo Kyung is getting more and more rebellious in his arms, crying, crying so sad. "I HATE YOU! HATE YOU!", Soo Kyung said that many times. Soo Kyung is increasingly trying to get her embrace off Joon Jae's body, struggling.

"Soo Kyung .. stop! I beg you to stop".

"NO! I AM TIRED! WHY YOU KEEP ON SAVING MY LIFE! YOU SHOULD LET ME JUST DIE!".

"I'm sorry .. I'm sorry Soo Kyung .. please forgive me". Joon Jae says softly while holding Soo Kyung's head.

"Many times I had thoughts of ending myself. When I gather up my courage, you always saved me. And yesterday once again you had the opportunity to let me Die, but once again you saved me again. I'm tired of everything, with the feeling of my love for you. I was like Mad people keep everything to myself ". Soo Kyung Whimper .

Joon Jae let Soo Kyung cry, he still hugs Soo Kyung. Without his wife knowing he was also crying silently. The tears are already out, Joon Jae feels tight in his chest, seeing Soo Kyung spilling everything in his arms.

When he felt that his wife had calmed down, he loosened his hug. Look into Soo Kyung's face and wipe away the tear marks on his wife's face. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm the most stupid person, by hurting you continuously. You can punish me as you like, but please give me you forgiveness". Who knows how many times he said that word to Soo Kyung. He cries even more and seeing Soo Kyung's face making him feel even more guilty.

He didn't know how he had hurt Soo Kyung so much, a woman who even though he hadn't even said love to her. Joon Jae can only pull Soo Kyung in his arms and keep saying sorry to her, many times.

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He was completely disgusted by the sight he saw. Soo Kyung and that jerk should be able to separate. They shouldn't be hugging each other like this. The cursed man who had taken Soo Kyung shouldn't apologize and realized his mistake.

Looks like he has to move quickly, if he continues to let it be like this. So Soo Kyung will forever be with that jerk husband. If Soo Kyung can't have it then that goes for Joon Jae too.

Continued...

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