TW: SUICIDE/ DRUG ABUSE
Dear Cass,
I hope you can forgive me, please understand this was not the way I wanted things to go down. It's all just gotten to be a little too much. Know none of this is your fault or anyone else's. This choice is mine it is a choice I made; a choice to be free. I've felt off for a while now, I know you've seen the pills they make me feel good a little less lonely. I've been good about the doses I take but today is different. You know that feeling of numbness you get sometimes like you have the whole world to yourself. The pills give me that. I promise I didn't mean to take so many but I am okay with the fact that I did. Being lonely can be fun sometimes but other times the silence is deadly and you want to feel again but no longer being numb scares you. I know you won't understand but I want to help you understand so you can heal and maybe one day forgive me. I want to show you there's an art to being lonely and it's something you must experience to understand so I leave you with this notebook Cass a documentation of all the little things that make the art of being lonely bearable. Whenever and wherever may we meet again.
I love you,
Cooper
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the art of being lonely
Novela JuvenilAfter the loss of her twin brother Cassidy Fleming is left alone with her grief. Cassidy must navigate her final year of high school without her brother by her side, but she won't be alone for long. Cassidy discovers friendship with Hattie Sullivan...
